♥ RYN

Rayyan, all the best for tomorrow sis! I'll always pray for your success. Insya Allah, you will achieve your goal. Tawakaltu 'alallah always okay? Banyakkan zikir ya haleem and doa so that Allah will permudahkan all of your urusan. 9 A's insya Allah.

Best Wishes,

Akak :D



Old Time Favourite - GARFIELD! :DD

Helium Hearts :DD

The 101st Post :D

Wow, this is my 101st post and alhamdulillah. Of course since this post have a special tittle, I supposed that this post should be one of my special post that I would love to share with all of you wonderful peeps.
Firstly, what I would like to emphasize now is that, I was wrong last night. I was wrong because I said that I'm not happy, I was upset on something that when I thought about it today is ridiculous, I should not, ever, sacrifice my happiness just because I wanted it to be, you know, get sacrificed. I was of course entirely happy before I put myself into a situation that you can find mostly were the sadbugs. I can be happy if I want to and I can be entirely otherwise if I want to also. It's all depends on me. It's all depends on what I chose. And last night I had chose that my life is a downturn. And not just last night, but also the other nights. I didn't realize that I had forget about one most important thing. I had forget - Him.

A good friend of mine told me, "you should go and search for joybugs", I plastered a smile when I read that. Yeah of course, a joybug would do the trick. And then I told him that I have to make a new post in my blog : A quest for happiness. When I think of that now I should have told my friend that I shouldn't be 'questing' for it because he doesn't know that I created my own sad ambience. I read sad novels, I watch sad movies, I guess all of it influenced me. So maybe, just maybe all of it makes me sad. But I could always put on a happy movie, I could always listen to a happy song. It's all my fault. I don't blame anyone because it's all my fault.

Do you know why I said that I had forget Him? Yes, I'd forget. And I was disgusted with myself. Baba said that why shouldn't you be happy? If I put on a sad face as if I had the biggest problems in the world and when I sighed at most occasions, he would say that " aren't you grateful of what you have?"  At first I would say to myself, why is it everytime I sighed it had to do with me being ungrateful to Him? I mean like duh! Why should I be sad because of stupid things when He had gave me a lot. I don't want to talk about my problems- oh wait, so called problems because it is not as important as my life that needs happiness and joy. I should always tell Him my problems, then I know that I'll have 100% happiness guarantee.

Yeah now you know how am I wrong. I've forgotten that Allah will always be there for me. I shouldn't be unhappy because when I'm sad, I must always tell him because then I'll be happy. It's like you shouldn't be sad all the time, because when you feel like you are having a downturn, you always turn to Him. The quicker you returm the faster you'll gained your happiness.



The BBQ Night

Salam. To all of my smaklians form 5, sorry because I couldn't make it. I'd try to talk this out with my parents but seems like they are busy. And because it is at night, lagi susah for me to attend. I'm sorry aimi, I know you had working on some cool vids, I hope you would post that on fb or in your blog or something. I'm sorry insyirah, jannah, nabilah, pah, auni, saff, norain, nailah,ayu, fasyark, anis wardah,anis azmi, and all of my dorm dodolians and girlfriends, I'm sorry because I couldn't make it and take loads and loads of pics with you guys. I'm sorry cikgu, because I couldn't eat my part of the kambing :P Speaking of it, you guys could have my part, heheh ^^"

I just hope that you lots have fun tonight! Keep in touch always.

With Love,
Rai XX

Sarah Naima ♥

A special post for a special person. Imydm  lah Sarah ;'( We must go out! We must talk! Gosh.

I miss you, cousin (:

WOHOOOO ♥♥

So wohooo I'm back, again to tell, well no, babble to you about unimportant stuff. Well, now it is, I don't think telling you about my doings and goings is important but I just would like to write so I guess my only topic is talking about-

We didn't go to OU you see, because baba doesn't like traffic jam and fyi, lambat setengah jam je after 10, the road are packed with cars already, apart from OU being the Hottest Shopping Place ever, the Year End Sale is tumbling down right now, so many people would love to grab this and that, haha! So Rayyan keep on 'annoyingly' repeating that she has to buy stuff for her tukar2 hadiah tomorrow at Wangsa Walk, her primary schoolmates are making a reunion :P and she wanted to buy clothes so we went to Ikano and went to FOS. Before that we went to Brands Outlet and you should go there girls! The accessories are too fabulous! hehe and speaking of fabulous, the prices are too, fably cheap. Cute printed tees are sold 3 for rm50, the tops were latest in-thing and I haven't been to the next store yet, Padini, which I'm sure there are much much more to choose from. Oh well, I have to berjimat cermat, firstly because I still haven't buy my sister's headphone and ooh yes, we went to Popular and I viewed some of their mystery and crime collection, oooh very very deliciously captivating! You don't know how much I love mysteries and crimes stories Like Rayyan, I also adore John Grisham. My sister could finish the 400 pages book just one day! Oh well, just have to wait and make a cute bunny face to my mom or dad and they'll buy me one, heehee C=

Taylor said : Go out and  shop! ~



Okay so what I would like to press here is that: GO AHEAD GO OUT GO SHOP! YEAR END SALE IS COMING TO ITS ENDDDDD!!!! err too much? haha ^^" )

A Bit Pathetic But Whatever.

Why is that sometimes you feel you wanted to tell, no, scream to the world that you just fakin' everything up just to show the world that you are happy? Why is that you always have to fall for something that doesn't belong to you? Ugh. This is definitely pathetic. And this what I'm feeling right now.

I hope it would wash this feeling away already.

♥ Waiting Outside The Line

Another most favourite motivational song after The Climb, Grayson Chance's latest single(:

When She Has Started Talking Part 2

Helooooo people! I'm back again! Sorry,, still can't 'steal' those fab photos but sooner or later I'll upload 'em just for you :DD So wait and see okay? Patience is always a virtue. hee

So back to my story of my jamuan kelas at Kenny's. We had stuffed our faces haha the foods were good well mostly because we're famished because we had to wait for our 'prince charmings' to come. I presumed they were late because they had just finished their jumaat prayr and had to gosok those bajus haha really I thought Aidi looked nice yesterday~~ So then after makan makan it's our tukar2 hadiah time and I got my gift from Syed, thanks for the thumbdrive and the chocolate Syed! Haha ayah aku kata membazirkan duit kau je :P Thanks anyway. And I'm responsible for Ayu's gift, also a thumbdrive same as mine, Kingston 8 GB, hoothoot hope you like it! and the bookmark too!! The gift exchanges went well and was full of laughters, which couldn't really be explained why is that so haha but I really, really had a good time with all of you guys. II'll be missing all of you and I love all of you wonderful peeps ;')

Speaking of missing friends, I miss my old friends much much much. I hope we could reunite and share some quality time together babes! I miss you guys a lot and I hope you guys are too missing me.

So tomorrow insya Allah I'll be going to OU. Rayyan sibuk nak bershopping and besides, I have to ganti her headset, I left it in surau yesterday, pfft. oh well. I hope you guys don't mind this long post! I'll be writing back soon!!

We have fly away from each other. Keep in touch~

When She Has Started Talking

Bismillah alhamdulillah Allahuakbar. I'm done. With Mr. SPM. Dah sebulan date dengan dia. Heheh. Alhamdulillah I was thoroughly satisfied, but I admit some papers are pretty tough, I guess because its trial papes are okay. But what matters the most nw is I keep on praying, not forgetting that I have to tawakal to Him and istiqamah with my hajat, dhuha and tahajud prayers insya Allah. Rayyan keep on biting her nails (well, literally)  because you see her PMR results are coming this Thursday. Well, I wish you all the best sis! Insya Allah you'll get what you want! So what should I do now? I mean I'm free for like what? More than three months ofcourse! I just can't wait because there are loads of stuff to do and I haven't make any list yet oh dear! Speaking of lists, I'm thinking of Kam Kam already or Afiqah Kamal, yepp I know how you love to make lists and tick 'em!! hahah memories!

Speaking of memories, during SPM I'm a Dodol-ian you see because I'm in dorm dinamik with those wackiest dorm mates ahaha. I remember how we would stay up late at night burning candles (yeah right) and study our head off (well not during exam days okay! never! never stay up late during exam days!!) and I am proud to tell you that I suddenly became 'aware' of my figure and thought of jogging in the morning whenever possible because exercise is important,, you know? hahah. And my jogging mates are compulsory Norain and Nailah oh yes ofcourse Pah, also my bed mate, don't get yourself wrong she sleeps beside me at night oh yes, sadly replacing Insyirah ;'( Speaking of her I miss her already! And also Jannah and all of my Jauharians, my two year dorm!! Hah.. reminising back is just hard ;/ And i also would love to tell you that many things occured and of course memorable ever! I went to Pn. Azizah's daughter's wedding at Dewan Sri Endon, Putrajaya, it was hoooh grand and all, we girls (there was Aimi, I slept at her house just to attend the wedding pfft haha, Pah, Nabilah, Qid, Kam Kam, and many more including some of puteras) are wearing wedges! haha yeah I know suddenly I gained another 3 feet tall~~ I'll try to steal some of the pictures later from them okay? Just wait(;

Yesterday oh yesterday! Of course, a day after spm bhaha! But that's not what I emphasize for, it was 5 Othman Class Party (haha party sounded melebih la pulak, jamuan kelas jerr hee) But its not 'jerr' because I had so much fun hanging out err officially without parents supervision, kan saff?haha) at Kenny Rogers Roasters One Utama. I went home after PQS ended so which means I have to undergo a dad-and-daughter-please-let-me-go-out-talk and yes at first my dad don't let me go since he was thinking that me going out with them with a cab to OU was ridiculous, at first I thought like yeah? on a cab? but you know, my dad just love me so much and I love you too so much baba(: He then decided to let me go heehee thanks baba! So I went to Unie's in the morning and his dad sent us to smakl. Haha you should see how were everybody in my dorm, of course bersiap like wow! haha. I was prep and ready so I helped some of them to wear celak on and all and then off we go with two cars because there were ten girls following on the first trip (but there wern't any second trip) thanks to Encik Azmi, Anis's dad and his son in law (just new). Fatma our favourite class asst monitor and some other girls went a bit later with Mimi's dad. So we went and shop yesterday, well not al of us, no to be precise ONE of us couldn't get least a bit excited hahah, well I don't blame any of us for being excited in OU. OU is always the bomb! In fact, I'm going there again tomorrow:DD

Continue later.

I'm Sorry That You Have Undergone Redox Reaction

I know I know that my blog has 'berkarat' -get it? Redox Reaction, Chemistry...?

Oh well. Alhamdulillah now I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEE.

So, I'll update more and more.

It's just good to be back and begin to write after so many months ;')

I miss you like hell.



;D

Introducing Me

The End

We'll Be A Dream

Happy Eid Mubarak :D

HAPPY EID MUBARAK!

:D and maaf zahir batin.

To my dearest family members:

Baba, Mama

Rayyan, Raihan and Razeen

Sarah, Husna, Nadia, Luke, Ahmad

K. Aliyah, K. Atikah, Muiz, Amina Husna, Munirah

and all my little cousins

Farah Ain

and to all of my relatives and family members

especially Tok, Tok Aji, Mak Wo(:

To my friends:

Classmates of 5 Othman 2010

Pah, Naddy, Musyi, Unie, Nailah, Ummu, Anis, Mimik (names yang takde kt fb -,-")

all of Form Fives Batch 2010,

SMAKL, SETIABUDI and SRI AMAN

(Names that also takde dlm fb) Nur Aisyah, Fasyak, Fatin Naqiya, Aisyah, Fatin Atikah, Rizwan, Tun, Deha, Tiqi, Steff, Iman, Rianne, Kimberly, Zue, Zurin, Iqa, Nabihah, Anis, Anep, Apiz, Aan, Aish, Afiq, Azim, Hana

and especially to all of my TEACHERS in SRIP, SB, SA and SMAKL(:

To my adik2 usrah:

Fazi, Nabihah, Asyiqin, Farah, Najwa, Najihah, Fatihah

and Dorm Jauhari HAWT (Jay Hot!)

and Adik2 Mentor Mentee 2009 and Form 1 2010

and all of my associates around the world! (eyh?)

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir && Batin

With Love,

Raihana Nadhira Rafidi(;

Hit Rewiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiind! For The Memories.

3 Al Farabi 2008

I would like to apologize to all of you wonderful peeps down here. I know I've been selfish and detached with you guys. And I know, lack of time to reconnect with all of you is a low and lame excuse. I'm sorry.
And I want all of you to know that, especially to Husna, Kyra, Tera, Alia, Qila, Aisyah, Nani, Fatin, Anis, Nabihah and Nur Aisyah, I miss you guys badly ;'( and I hope our friendship that was once created will still stay strong. Thanks for the memories.

Husna, Qila :D

Kyraaa ;D

Alia, Tera, Qila ;)

Zaid (!)

Aisyah ;')

Mawi :)

Zaf and Naqiu (:

Affan ^^

Naniii :DD

Zue :)

FZ ;D

Rizwan(:

Anep, Apiz :D

Naim (:

Ehsan :P

Aan :P

p/s: thanks fr the pics!

Best Wishes,

Rai.

The Last Bid of Goodbyes

I remember on the day the starting month of Ramadhan, I was frustated at myself because I missed my first morning of puasa without qiyamullail. And this 'frets' going on and on and I only, embarassingly managed to wake up maybe a day or two for qiyamullail during the first two weeks. But despite that disappointment, I tried to read as much of the quran as possible and perform dhuha during my leisure time, although sometimes I found it hard to squeeze myself into leisure because of kekangan and all the crap. I told myself that if I could watch 3 movies during the weekend or maybe even more, why can't I spend 10 to 15 minutes for my Creator. Astaghfirullahalazim. I was definitely being selfish. To whom? To myself, because my inner soul certainly needs her cleansing. I f I care enough to buy lots of chemicals to take care of my appearence, why shouldn't I care to nourish my soul with what has my beloved prophet peace be upon him told his followers to? Dhuha is another path for you to cleanse your inner soul. Your heart.

Alhamdulillah my fasting is going on smoothly. Alhamdulillah I think this year, my Ramadhan is different, somehow it's hard to explain why. It's just that I think I can feel the nikmat bulan ramadhan. Thoroughly. Many things have been put sense to me. All the very valuable ceramah and talks certainly do good and better on me, and I know that I have to be very bersyukur indeed with all thses blessings, alhamdulillah! I am so happy(:

I'm the type of person who really care about her sleeping hours and I know that healthy minds need at least 6 hours of sleeping. Before ramadhan, it is quite hard for me to tidur awal, because of the so many homeworks and studies that I've got to finish and although my dad, and even some of my collegues suggested that I wake up early and study in the morning, it's hard for me to coordinate myself into that time. I usually sleep by 1. And if I exceed that time, I would be very kalut and all, because I know tomorrow I'll be sleeping during class ;P My qiyamullail routine also had been dreadfully embarassingly decreased. I woke up at 5.30 or so and after going for bath you know that you'll be listening to the azan by then.

Oh well. Today is 26th of Ramadhan already. I should be asking myself, dah banyak doa Allahumma inna nauzubika minannar, belum? This the third phase right? So, we should like banyak2 pray so that we would escape from the hell fire. Alhamdulillah, the last ten of ramadhan, insyirah and I made our priority on qiyamullail, it's not like we haven't before but like I said, our 'alarm' only bunyi by 5.30. Insyirah said that she would be sleeping at Dorm N with Saff, because Saff wakes up by 3.30 a.m, and I said that well why not, I think that's a great idea because we also have planned that we wana study afterwards. So I reminded her to pray at our dorm and don't forget to wake fasyak and I up. So this last ten, alhamdulillah, we managed to wake up as early as 4.30 a.m., hehe what happened to 3? Well, 4.30 is okay. But last friday all of us form fives and form three were compulsory to attend the qiyam, with Abi being the imam for solat sunat tasbih, seriously, that was my first time (embarassingly) and wow, panjang sangat! But I really am greatful because although some of my friends have perform this solat before maybe at young age, at least I started mine at seventeen, eh no, I actually dah eighteen(!) ikut bulan Islam lah, I was born on the second of Syaaban(: Okay so eighteen. Because, some people perform their first tasbih prayer maybe at late twenties, or thirtees, or maybe at 70. No, I didn't say that to offend anyone. Same goes to other people who perform their tasbih prayer at the age of forty maybe, and he or she would be thinking the same way as I did, but he or she should also be greatful because they have at least prayed the tasbih prayer once in their lifetime. Alhamdulillah, let us perbanyakkan our amalan while we're alive(:

Ramadhan is about to pack his bags already. I could feel that this Ramadhan somehow means a lot to me. Ya Allah, so many, so many nikmat and rahmah that Allah gave to us this Ramadhan, Masha Allah. It's unlimited. Unlimited. Insya Allah, I will not stop wake up to qiyam until the last ramadhan. I hope for lailatul qadar. I hope He would grant me one. And I hope to bid the last goodbye to Ramadhan, in the most mannerable way. Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umurku sehingga Ramadhan akan datang. Ameen Ya Rabbal 'Alamin.

It's Time To Shine, Baby!

All you have got to do is focus. Get yur head in the game. Trial is just around the corner... well corner of your BED! Raihana, make your parents proud! ;')

The Last Ten

Start with ayaat 186, Surah Al Baqarah. In the name of Allah the most gracious, the most merciful. "Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa-dosaku Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkaulah Yang Maha Pengampun dan amat suka pada yang ebrtaubat. Ya Rahman, Ya Raheem, Ya Wadud, ampunilah dosa-dosa mama dan baba, keluargaku, sanak-saudaraku, guru-guruku, rakan-rakanku dan semua umat islam di dunia ini yaAllah, yang hidup, mahupun yang telah mati. Ya Allah, terimalah amalan - amalan kami Ya Allah, masukkanlah kami dalam golongan yang beriman dan bertaqwa. Ingatkanlah kami padamu sentiasa, bersihkanlah hati- hati kami Ya Allah, terangkanlah hati kami dan berilah petunjuk dan hidayahmu pada kami. Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami kecemerlangan, kejayaan, ketenangan, ketenteraman, kedamaian, kekayaan, kebahagiaan di dunia dan di akhirat. Lindungilah kami, peliharalah kami, dan selamatkanlah perjalanan kami di dunia dan di akhirat. Matikanlah kami dalam iman, islam, dalam keadaan syahid menimba ilmu atau mermperjuangkan agamamu, dan matikanlah kami dalam keadaan doasa2 kami terhapus seperti bayi yang baru dilahirkan. Ya Allah, ampunilah dosaku ya Allah. Aku mengaku akan segala kezaliman yang telah kulakukan terhadap diriku dan org lain Ya Allah, Ya Ghafur. Ya Allah kurniakanlah aku dan rakan rakanku kecemerlangan dalam Trial SPM dan SPM 2010 ya Allah kurniakanlah kami 11 A+ dalam peperiksaan kami tahun ini ya Allah. Mudahkanlah urusan kami sentiasa. Kurniakanlah kami akal fikiran yang cerdik dan pandai, cerdas dan pintar, dan kuat ingatan, dan dapat aplikasikan perkara yg telah diingati ketika exam nanti ya Allah. Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang berkuasa atas setiap sesuatu. Ya Allah izinkanlah kami membalas jasa2 ibu bapa dan guru guru kami dgn kejayaan yang cemerlang ya Allah dan peliharalah kami daripada membuat ibu bapa kami sedih terhadap kami yaAllah. Ya Allah kurniakanlah kecemerlangan buat adikku Rayyan dan kawan kawannya ya Allah dalam PMR. Ya Allah peliharalah kami daripada maenjadi hambamu yang lalai dan menyesal. Ya Allah masukkanlah kami ke dalam syurga Firdausmu, dan peliharalah kami daripada menjejaki nerakamu yaAllah. Peliharalah kami dari azab kubur dan daripada dihisab ya Allah. Selamatkanlah kami dalam meniti titian sirat seperti sepantas kilat ya Allah. Ya Allah panjangkanlah umur kami dan peliharalah kami dari menjadi hambamu yang rugi. Robbana atina fiddunya hasanah, wa fil akhirati hasanah, wa qina azabannar. Ameen Ya Rabbal 'Alamin." And no one can answer my prayer but You.

The Worth Watching - Pelham 123

The Taking of Pelham 123- Is a movie worth to watch. Really people, no dissapointments, just a nice flow.

I just watch this movie last night on HBO. It's a 2009 movie, and yeah, it was in the cinema last year but you know that I don't go to cinemas. Okay back to the story. This movie is my favourite after Die Hard and some other action pack movies. One thing that to me is very cool about this movie is that they don't show women's butts to get to the highest rank on the most watched movie. Which to me, is very sensible thing ever. Because you can see that all James Bond movies has unnecessary women-that-show-off-their-legs and big pouty redded mouth to attract watchers but not Pelham 123. Directed by Tony Scott and actored by two famous actors; Denzel Washington and John Travolta, this movie is another baskin robin for those who love action pack movies, like me. hehe.

So here is the plot that I got from the internet.

In early afternoon, four armed men hijack a subway train in Manhattan. They stop on a slight incline, decoupling the first car to let the rest of the train coast back. Their leader is Ryder; he connects by phone with Walter Garber, the dispatcher watching that line. Garber is a supervisor temporarily demoted while being investigated for bribery. Ryder demands $10 million within an hour, or he'll start shooting hostages. He'll deal only with Garber. The mayor okays the payoff, the news of the hostage situation sends the stock market tumbling, and it's unclear what Ryder really wants or if Garber is part of the deal. Will hostages, kidnappers, and negotiators live through this?


Well watch this movie if you wanna know how it ended. One thing for sure is that Washington is now one of my favourite hollywood actor(;

When I Look At You

18th Ramadhan

Already! Masha Allah. How are your fasting going on peeps? I hope yu won't give up and remember that during fasting month all of our prayers will be granted, all of our sins will be perished and all of our kind-doings will be incresed their pahalas! Insya Allah. Just that we should cherished this ramadhan and not letting it passed by just like that. This is our time to read lots of pages of quran till we khatam again, and doing lots of kindness to other people.

But why there are still horrible incidents and bad attitudes during this month?
Easy peesy. Their nafsu controlled them.

Current newspapers read about dumping babies, murders, family institution problems, raping, etcetera. Wa nauzubillah. God forbid. And most horrid is that all these still happen during this holy month.

All we can do is that prevent ourselves from getting into that kind of situation. We should start praying if we haven't, about being in safe path. May Allah bless us during this holy Ramadhan.

The Abandoned

It's not like I'm out of town and had forgot to write to all of you. It's just that, I'm sorry. It's been a month! Ugh.

I'm flying back to you.

And So ...

There are like LOTSA LOTSA stories to tell you peeps! Ohmegosh! Ohmegosh! Ohmegosh! Hahah! (it's not easy for me to be this hyperactive -,-")

Okay so July is here! And I'm in fear! Because my pre-spm trial is near! (err -.-")
Well, yeah. My exam is like seminggu je lagi so what am I doing now exactly (apart from writing, eating non-stop, watching tv, sleeping hideously and etcetera) is studying my butt off. Pfft.
Well, it's just that I don't want to disappoint my Mama and Baba and my teachers. So I'm studying like heck apart from praying to Allah. Pray for my success yeah? All of our success (:

Many things had been going on thsese three weeks, really and there are just soo fascinating! I'm in glee! hehe. We get to meet Fatimah Syarha, fyi, she's like "The Bomb" now, just in case you are out of date, do read her writings please, she is just fab. (err why am I talking with such gedikness?) But seriously, she really had opened my heart when she gave her talk during Minggu Puteriku Sayang ;') Alhamdulillah and Subhanallah, the feedbacks were just too amazing. Although she wasn't well due to food poisoning, she came t give her 1 and a half hour talk. And fyi, when her husband, also the current "The Bomb" (haha ;D) came to fetch her almost 99 % of puteris usher her 'till her car and wave her a bon voyage. Ooh it's just so heart-gripping thing ever!

And we had our Girls Night Out aka GNO aka Malam Lipur Puteri. (err yg GNO tu was my own choice of word). That night was so fabish, girlish and partyish! Haha! We all dressed up and the performances were awesome. I would like to ask if any of you peeps have the video of it oh don't worry I won't put it in my blog, just want to have it as memory to cherish. All in all, I had a blast that night. Thank you girls for the memory(:

So ALPHA group is back again for a gathering. It was awesome, and I truly love the foods. We had spaghetti and mushrooms by Syed, fruit cocktail by Sobah, nuggets and fries by Nailah, jellies by Fira, fruits by Cika, bihun by Nurin, KFC bucket by Aleip and Jamak, Donashi by Khaliq and I brought 3 bottles of healthy carbonated drinks, 100 plus (ta-da! -.-") and oh I almost forgot, Andy and Que brought along their tummies! heheh. I really hoped that we could gather again and guys wait and see I'll bring coloured carbonated drinks this time okay. Haha

Oooh I've participated in ELS debate competition and apparently I don't know whether my debate team won. Oh well. So we challenge boys team; Fazil, Syazni, Qua, and Aimran (this debate consists of four debaters per group; Miss Rabiah wants it to be easy going and fun and so that she could hear more students speak in English and get to participate in this kind of comp). My team were Nabilah, Saffana, and Sasha who had replaced Pah. Our opic was about International is Better Than Locals, and we were in the govt. When we thought that we had prepared (literally) but seems that the boys managed to beat us, especially Syazni and Aimran, mann their way of debate really slammed us right at our faces -,-" Oh well, at least we had the experience of being a debater, fyi, none of us, my group member, who have joined debate before, so at least we know how it works and how a debater get to be slammed once in a while. But I really have much fun because I can speak using the mic! Heheh pathetic me ;P

My jubin collage and Su's apparently were not "up" to win the kebangsaan. But alhamdulillah, being the wakil for Kuala Lumpur PPI in collage competition did made us proud and have at least gave us something; an experience being an artist! heheh. I've always adore arts. Although I haven't even been to a arts gallery or fair but someday I will set my foot into one of those prestigious art gallery,. It's not like there are few arts exhibition going on in kl it's just that my parents won't bring to an art exhibition just like that i mean, we can but there is always lots of other priorities. Oh well. But really, congrats to us Su, at least we had made SMAKL proud and also to Pn Hamiliya thatks for the frame and the support! Ooh did you know that she put my masterpiece inside the dewan?

Wooh! See, I told you there are lots of things to brag, err, to tell. haha. And there is more. Just that I'm too tired to write~

Ohmegosh I'm Baaaaaaack!

Alhamdulillah, finally, I'm back after three whole weeks at asrama! Wooh! :D Just be prepared of my stories, can yah?hehe

Can You Stop Talking Like A S*** Please? Thank You!

When you look at someone's blog, there'll be it. When you look at someone's facebook's status, there will be it. When you hear someone's talking about something to other person, there will be constant it. When you hear songs, there will also be it. When you read someone's article or whatsoever reading material there will also have it or at least a slight it. What do it means? It is for swearing like a s***!

And I am absolutely loathing it.

Come on people, it is as if you can't put away the "How f***ing s*** he can be? Haha, That is such an a**hole" . It is the most absurd-iest, irritatingly, so uncool, so downgrading and so low- way of talking.

Well, I admit that I use "heck" and "bloody" sometimes, but at least it is way better than "WTH" or "WTFH??" And I'm only use them as an expression when I greet my long haven't seen firneds such as : "Hey Babe! Long time no see! HOW THE HECK ARE YOU??" or like "I miss you girl bloody much". I know that is somewhat harsh but I'm trying to reduce it for time to time. Well at least I tried.

How about you? No matter what kind of swearing you said, no matter whether it is in bm or bi, the words are still going to be a loathing thing towards the community, the bright minded community.

Take it as this way. Shouldn't we be thinking of our condition when we are being ask by Allah, how had we been using our mouth to speak in the world before we die? Wouldn't it be humiliating when we answered all those swearing words?? Think again people. Just that, I don't like, I don't respect and I loathe whoever swears. I'm sorry but I think you don't deserve to talk if you swear.

Would You Do Me A Favour?

It's 23rd of June already. And July is coming. And my trial is less than three months. And I'm not well heck prepared yet. And I don't want dissapointment. Also, a regrettion is another thing that I'm afraid of.

Can you do me a favour?

From today onwards (well mostly during weekends during balik bermalam), I only allow myself to online, to online FACEBOOK OR YM OR MYSPACE OR whatsoever for only ONE HOUR for my leisure. So, any of you are allowed to remind me nicely, or shout at me harshly or whatsoever IF you see me online MORE THAN ONE HOUR. YOU CAN SAY TO ME ; "RAI, IT'S OVER LAH. GO BACK AND STUDY BABE" or "RAIHANAAAA! WHY THE HECK ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE? GEESH! SPM IS LIKE FOUR MONTHS AWAY?!" or something like that.

Haha. I know. This is well heck of asking for help. But I really am looking forward for your help. So don't be selfish yeah people? I also want to be as successful as you ;)

I'm Baaaaack! :D

Alhamdulillah, managed to come home safely on Thursday evening, thanks for all the prayers people! ;) Oh btw, I'm sorry for this 'quite' late update, because after I got home I got to do this add maths folio thingy. Oh well. I'm just glad that I can write again~

Freedom Flotilla

Today is Thursday. It has been the third day since the shocking news of Israel's monstrous acts on the ships of aids for Gaza. Alhamdulillah there were some good news as what had been stated today in NST that I read this morning was 12 Malaysians were saved from the Israel's prison. And if you look at the front page of the paper, there is a bold-capitalized words of "It Was A Pure Hell" - a comment by a Astro Awani reporter, he was also among those who has been held in prison. The two ships - I forgot the names- among others that are trying to help those Palestinians, who fyi, have suffered terribly in 4 years! Four years of disaster mornings, and sleepless nights! I could feel myself burn with anger as I read about how the Israels act towards those people. Now you can see many Pro-Palestinians stand up, and voice out their piece of their mind. They voice out to the US Ambassador in Malaysia, voice out for Israel's violation and abuse of violation, and even to Barrack Obama.

If 12 of our citizens, willing to sacrifice themselves for the sake of others, for the sake of our friends in Palestine, why don't we take part on that? The least thing to do is we could boycott Jewish products such as Tesco and Marks & Spencer and be prepared to back up the others who had die for the sake of Islam.

Last fortnight my school had conducted a solat hajat and doa wahdah for the Palestinians and the those who had risk their life for the Palestinians. I could feel the spirit of Jihad among us.

ALLAHU AKBAR! ALLAHU AKBAR! ALLAHU AKBAR!

Our People

Ya Allah selamatkanlah saudara-saudaraku yang memperjuangkan Islam untuk menegakkan syiar Islam, selamatkanlah mereka yang sedang ditindas Ya Allah Robbul Jalali Wal Ikraam!

Palestin

Pakistan

Afghanistan

Iraq

Chechnya

Guantanamo Bay

Malaysia

Thailand

wa fi kulli makan wa zaman.

Old Fashion Letters

Far Away Land

In Sya Allah, my family and I are going for umrah next week on the 6th of June. I would like to apologize for any of my wrong doings to all of you and if I happened to owe any of you anything, please halalkan. Please pray for our safe journey and in sya Allah I would not forget to pray for all of you guys' happiness and success in both worlds. May Allah bless us all always ;DD

Heehee formal eh? ~

The Misconceptions of "I" and "You"

The misconceptions of the usage of "I"and "You" - We probably always hear that some teens prefer to use "I" and "You" in their writings or emails or comments to others, especially in Myspace, Facebook or whatsoever connecting commucations, other than use "Aku" and "Kau". While some others preferred otherwise. I mean, it's not a big deal, suits you if you want to use both, because "I" and "You" is like a kata ganti diri, same meaning as "Aku" and "Kau". Have you ever heard of statements such as ; "Gedik gila nak guna I You dalam meseg" or " Belagak Mat Saleh konon" ? Well I have and I disagree 100% of that. I mean, what is the problem of using the term I and You with BM?? I myself like to speak rojak. Okay I know its not good to speak rojak because you tend to, I don't know, well most parents doesn't prefer their kids to speak rojak. But I think I speak better rojak because words that I usually speak of are like : "Oh hey, you dah makan blom?" or "Don't you think it's quite penat to do all this?" I really like to speak in English and that does not mean I'm gedik. Haa, now I remember the actual motive why I'd post this post. This is because it's annoying when you hear someone said that you are some kind of gedik whn you speak in BI. What's wrong with it? I know that some schools in our country, their students prefer to speak in Malay, and some other like to speak in BI, and some just simply like both of the language. Fyi, BI is an international language and it's a fact. To tell you the truth, I myself prefer to use I and You than Kau or Aku. I speak to whichever gender with I and You EXCEPT when that person starts the conversation with Aku or Saya or Kita. I don't mind. However, at school, I usually use Aku or Kau with boys because the statement of I You usage in school is only for love couples. All I wanna say is that you have no right to say that that girl is some kind of gedik when you happen to read her comments or talk to others in FB or MS with I and You, because they are just nothing but a simply Kata Ganti Diri in BI. I am much preferred the word I and You that Ko and Aku. My mom saw me the other day, using the word Aku and Kau to a guyfriend, and she said why'd I used that, she thought that it was harsh. All I answered was that I only use I and You to some other people who are comfortable with it only that I also don't understand why should someone be uncomfortable when people use I and You to talk with them? I mean, don't be NARROW MINDED la. Don't think as if the usage of I and You is taboo, only can when you speak with you so-called boyfriends and girlfriends. To me, that statement is rubbish, because who would prefer to say : "Saya think awak looks great today" or "Aku hungry la. Let's have some foods at that restaurant. Why don't kau treat Aku this time?" It sounded even sillier. I'm sorry if I offended some of you, but I really want to put stop on the statement : Kau ni gedik bila cakap BI!

F4 - In Rememberence

I miss BOF already. All I want is an encore telecast of that Korean Drama!! Oh well. Hope you like the pictures ( :

LEE MIN HO ( :

The SHHH! - Revealed

So we've done with the Hari Guru Celebration and it was............ UNBELIEVABLY FANTABULOUS! If you know what I mean. The decorations were EXOTIC, thanks to AJK PERHIASAN DEWAN, BACKDROP, and I like the multimedias.. thanks to AJK MULTIMEDIA. I also, on the behalf of AJK SAMBUTAN reall really wanna thanks AIN, UNIE, MIA, ATIKAH, MAHIRA, AZIMAH, A.A, FARID, MALIK for being the best AJK SAMBUTAN for our program this year, thanks for the lovely Alice In Wonderland-like terowong, and the 'dwarfs of form 1' haha, really really cute, with all the cotton beard and an add up of Lapricon Hats, and for the girls, 'the fairies of form 1', the purple-glittered magic wands were also cute and not to mention our black spells of sweets and chocolates! Also, many thanks to AJK JEMPUTAN, the Mirror and Shield cards were Medieval-like. It reminds me of Avalon High. Don't forget other AJK'S.

Hahah yeah I'm pretty sure you readers are at least slightly bit curious of how the celeb was. Our theme, wheich before I had said SHHHH! was... FAIRYTALE. With Today Was A Farytale by Talylor Swift as our theme song, our dewan suits it all! From outside, you'll be walking through a manmade terowong (made up of blankets from Aspura -,-" ) and they've put dry leaves and many branches, and you'll come across a very huge black spider, the one you can see in one of those Dakota Fanning's, and what I love about it was it was made with full of care, the web are just too good to be true! Then when you stepped into the dewan, which we call on that day as KLIS Palace (Kuala Lumpur Islamic School's Palace), you'll find yourself entering into a magical, no, enchanted garden, on top of you would be giants of lollipops, sweets and a huge silve star hanging, with the colourful flags, just like in one of those princess stories, except for the sweets decorations, I think they'd adapted from Hansel and Gretel. Our walls were fully covered with candy-like walls and we had our own cloud-floor (the floor was covered with cotton clouds and baby blue satin) we had our own bridge, and you can see two giant redwhite candies (I forgot what's the name, but it is famous during Christmas) lean against each other symbolized the entering of the bridge, side by side there were lighted candles on top of a rectangular silver solids, with baby blue scalloping them. Its quite hard to explain in detail, really because mainly you have to experienced it yourself! hehe. Don't worry, I'll put the pictures as soon as I can find the AJK PERAKAM PERISTIWA... ooh yes, have forgot about you people! Thanks a lot!- But actually I've got whole lot of other delicious stories to tell, but I think this very post is enough for all of your curiosities, till then( :

Empty

Empty by Click Five

Ya Allah! I really badly miss you guys. Hope to see you guys someday somewhere again. Gosh ;'(

My dearest Farabians, SBians, and Alumni SRIP.

Selamat Hari Guru, Cikgu!

Happy Teacher's Day! May Allah bless all of you with showers of blessings. Thanks for everything, and sorry for anything that I did wrong. Doakan kejayaan kami, Cikgu! We LOVE you ;')

SRIP (2001 - 2005)

Ustzh Rosilawati

Tr. Hayati

Ustzh Aida

Ustz Ghazali

Ustzh Aminah

and all of SRIP's teachers

Setiabudi (2006-2008)

Tr. Husna

Tr. Rosli

Pn. Marziyana

Tr. Amin

Tr. Asmaniza

Tr. Zaid

Utz Mazwan

Utz Abu

Utz Nik

Tr. Amin

Tr. Rohaizi

Tr. Fazli

and all of SB's teachers

Sri Aman(2009)

Tr. Illiyani

and all of S.A's teachers

SMK Agama KL (2009-2010)

Ustzh Kasma

Ustzh Laila

Pn. Fazilawati

Ms. Parvathy

Ustz. Sani

Ustz. Abdoh

Tr. Hafizi

Ustz Hafizi

Tr. Fazlin

Tr. Hasniza

Tr. Seriani

Tr. Zainiyah

and teachers in SMAKL.

p/s: I LOVE YOU ( :

Why Raihana "Andrea" Zimmer?

Hahah okay, I owe you guys an explanation. My current favourite movie is .... Laskar Pelangi! Yeappp, an adapted movie from a novel by ANDREA Hirata. So, I like his karya now, that's why I got his name into mine, like Hans Zimmer's, haha. I know that's a weird thing to do. Oh well.

So I finally got the chance to watch that movie. Thanks to Pn. Zuhana, she brought us 5 Othmanians to PSE last Monday and we watched that touching-inspirational-captivating movie for 2 hours , eheh we use 4 period of classes, PSI takde hari tu. And fyi people, I'm in love with Lintang. Yes that hardworking-strong-inspirational boy. To tell you the truth, he got this criteria of my perfect knight of my life,yeah I know. WOW.

Meet: Lintang ( :

FT Island, Rai?

Hahah thanks to Naddy now I'm ALSO a FT Island fan. Whatever la Rai, haha.

Happy Birthday!

First of all, for those who already passed his/her birthday, I'm really sorry for the late wish or late updating it in my blog -,-" Heheh. Selamat Hari Lahir! Semoga Panjang umur and murah rezeki! May Allah bless you!

March: Kyra, Alia, Sarah, FZ, Wanimer

April: Hanani

May: Mia, Wardah, Fashark Ayu, Aiman J, Fazil, Aliasye, Dahaz, Afiqah Kamal, Shafique, Nani, Auni, Amirah Badrulhisham, Fathi, Suhaila, Khaliq, Aimi, Aye, Azlinn

Hari Gotong Royong Mega, Hari Guru, Book Fair SMAKL 2010

I just got back, at  noon and was so so damn tired and sticky and stinky. Today is actually a Gotong Royong Day, the whole kl school district have got this gotong royong thingy. And we seperated our jobs with the name of classes, like I'm in Othman so all of Othmanians in smakl are responsible for cleaning school area. Yeaappp, talk about HUGE job! I got to bersihkan longkangs, rake the leaves, picking up smelly disgusting garbages, etcetra. Haha, but all in all I was pleased and satisfied. Our jobs did very good(: Thanks yeah people, love you guys for helping to clean up our school(((:

And so all of the form fives were very busy this week, got perjumpaan la, persiapan la, kan nak ada hari guru!!!! Yayy! Last year, the celeb was a blast, our form 5 2009 set up a garden theme, very very nice, with rose petals on the floor and the red carpet, the interior was all in white, green, alaa tema gardenish gitu.
And this year's... jeng jeng jeng. Ha- ha it's SHHHH! And it was from the idea of the creative minds of Khaliq and Aiman Shakir. The settings would be in SHHHH! and we've seperated ourselves into various ajk's. and I'm in ajk sambutan, so I, Mia, Azimah, Unie, A.A, Rahim, Farid and Malik will bergabung minda and do the best thing we could to make the theme SHHHH! become a reality. We were thinking of decorating our front with SHHHH! and with some bits of SHHH! and another SHHH! oh well! Seriously, I can't stand this pressure of excitednesss!! WOWWEEE!


HAHAHA, sakit hati je baca post neh. Bawak bersabar ye people! Nanti anda semua akan tahu ape itu SHHH! InsyaAllah kami akan buat yg terbaik( ;

Again. So, there'll be this Book Fair anjuran PSS and with the help of other two bodies we are going to do this Insya Allah on the 23rd. There'll be Telaga Biru, Al Hidayah, PTS One, Kaki Novel, Jemari Seni, Cerdik Publications, Pelangi, Sasbadi etcetera. Yeah, talk about BIGG. Again, I'm full of excitements. GiddyGiddy! Ha-ha. Ain have really put a lot of effort for this, and seriously, kte mintak maaf sbb tak dtg meeting smalam, tak tahu pn ada meeting and sorry if I haven't really help you with this but now if anything till the day, just ask me, and of course kte akan jumpa awak fr my task..

The Formal Invitation.

ATTENTION TO ALL FELLOW WONDERFUL PEEPS!

Haven't got the chance to attend the International Book Fair last month?

No worries! We, PSS of Sekolah Menengah Agama Kuala Lumpur have organized a Book Fair right next to you! There will be many kinds of books sold for you people!

Telaga Biru, Al - Hidayah, PTS One, Kaki Novel, Jemari Seni, Sasbadi, Pelangi, Cerdik and many more!

Date: 23rd of May 2010

Venue: Dewan Sri Bestari, SMK Agama KL

Time: 8.30 a.m. - 5.00 p.m.

So, what are you waiting for? This is open for public! Come and join us! Munchys and Nestle will be there too, apart from other more exciting stalls!

Dup Dup Dup - There Goes My Heartbeat

Ha-ha! So next Thursday is my turn to talk... at the morning assembly. Yeaaapppp! It's for ELS members,, we have to give this morning talk about whatsoever. So what am I suppose to talk??? Haihh!!!

oooh yesss. "The Climb, My Climb and Yours" is the best.

XOXO

Lovebug (2010) Part 2

It has been 2 years,
to be exact, I'm not very sure.
But about those years that I've made up my mind to not to,
try as best as I could not to fall again,
fall for love.
You already know,
about my stories of so-called love,
I wrote them in year 2008,
two posts that really had came from my heart.
I would like to apologize,
because none of those two,
were 100% true.
Of course when you are 'publishing' it to public,
you wouldn't want them to feel your hurt,
especially when one of them is the Person.
But then, I did managed to stumbled to another page of my life,
maybe I could say, another page of an untold love,
that is maybe new or the continue page of the past stories.
I'm writing about a girl who are confuse with her feelings,
there, can you understand now?
The Wonderful Soul seemed to be numerous in front of me,
or maybe I'm the only one who got blinded by their shines of wonderfulness.
I don't know,
I shouldn't even get easily disturbed, by this so-called emotion.
Now, why I even wrote it as a 'so-called' when it is true?
Again, I don't know.
The lovebug is the new story to tell.

O Allah, grant me the perfect choice of my life.
I don't want another regret,
and the past was really my own mistake.
I don't want another mistake,
of choosing what's right for me.
Because I know that You will accept my prayer,
of granting me the perfect knight of my life.

Lovebug (2010) Part 1

I was hoping it wouldn't get me.
But somehow, it does,
or I think it did.
I don't know.
I'm in confusion.
But then, something hit me,
no, not the bug of love,
but the bug of realization.
Yes, I just realized,
that this thing is not the dominant matter.
The thing that called love.
I've got other priorities,
shouldn't let my heart get tricked,
by the words of so-called love.
But action speaks louder than words, they say,
and yes, I assumed the sayings are true,
of course they are.
Because I somehow,
could not let this go easily.
Somehow it went hard,
hard as a solid compound,
made up of molecules of love.

Why is it love have to interfere your life?
Gosh Raihana, what a narrow mind of yours!
Love for God.
Love for the prophets.
Love for your parents.
Love, love, love,
for yourself.

Someday,
Somewhere,
Somehow,
You'll find your perfect knight of your life.

As the saying goes; Patience is the greatest virtue.

Good Luck Chuck! && Congrats!

All the best to Darwis, for the sajak competition today. Congrats to Syafa, Aiman, Azim and one more.. ehe sorry, forgot your name, ... for the championships in MTQ Peringkat Kebangsaan. I'm so proud of you guys' achivement ;') Keep up the good work of making SMAKL proud ;DD Oh and don't forget Fazil and Amal for participating in the slide show competition for PPDA.

Some Twosome Whosome

So there are two people in this world ever call me with my sister's name, Rayyan; Darwis and Syafiqah. They greet me with Rayyan and they call for me with Rayyan. I don't mind, really. That's because they thought that that name sounds very nice. YOU SEE Rayyan? Told cha that your name also sounded good as mine. HEHEH ( :

Madly Madly Juicy Juicy

Choose Juicy Couture.

AAAAAAAAAHHHH! NYC ( :

JUICYJUICY lalala ( :

They even boost up your school spirit!

Even dress up Barbies! What more do you want? ;DD

One of the Juicy Ads.

I love JUICY.

I love JUICY,

I love JUICY.

FULL STOP.

Being VACCINATED!

I just got vaccinated. Right up on the left arm. Nope. Wasn't at all hurt. Alhamdulillah ( :

Puteri Day 2010

So we've got this Hari Puteri Peringkat Negeri last Wednesday and most of the schools in the district participated in the competition that has been held in honour of the Hari Puteri. The day was especially for all of Puteri Islam's participants. I and Suhaila took part in this collage jubin thingy, you've got to draw your own pattern on a mounting board, ours were black, and to top it of, we had to break our own jubin or tiles.OHO! and that was fun. I mean, how many times you get to see a real life picture of two girls breaking tiles under a student's pondok using a hammer and gave out this shrieking sounds of shattering pieces of tiles????! Okay, maybe not shrieking, that's a lil bit exaggerating, ehe -,-" Oh well. People did looked at us in such an odd way. Oh well, so on that day, things were all pinkish and absolutely cute ! I mean, really, all of the PPIM's had done a great job since this is our first time being the Tuan Rumah.

blablabla. and so we won the game!

Seriously, ALHAMDULILLAH. I was so shocked at first, because the others were way better than mine, but then this is rezeki. Allah had actually accepted my prayer, our prayers. Alhamdulillah. I won the Negeri, so insya Allah will be going for kebangsaan in June ( :