Wednesday, December 22, 2010
♥ RYN
Rayyan, all the best for tomorrow sis! I'll always pray for your success. Insya Allah, you will achieve your goal. Tawakaltu 'alallah always okay? Banyakkan zikir ya haleem and doa so that Allah will permudahkan all of your urusan. 9 A's insya Allah.
Best Wishes,
Akak :D
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
The 101st Post :D
Wow, this is my 101st post and alhamdulillah. Of course since this post have a special tittle, I supposed that this post should be one of my special post that I would love to share with all of you wonderful peeps.
Firstly, what I would like to emphasize now is that, I was wrong last night. I was wrong because I said that I'm not happy, I was upset on something that when I thought about it today is ridiculous, I should not, ever, sacrifice my happiness just because I wanted it to be, you know, get sacrificed. I was of course entirely happy before I put myself into a situation that you can find mostly were the sadbugs. I can be happy if I want to and I can be entirely otherwise if I want to also. It's all depends on me. It's all depends on what I chose. And last night I had chose that my life is a downturn. And not just last night, but also the other nights. I didn't realize that I had forget about one most important thing. I had forget - Him.
A good friend of mine told me, "you should go and search for joybugs", I plastered a smile when I read that. Yeah of course, a joybug would do the trick. And then I told him that I have to make a new post in my blog : A quest for happiness. When I think of that now I should have told my friend that I shouldn't be 'questing' for it because he doesn't know that I created my own sad ambience. I read sad novels, I watch sad movies, I guess all of it influenced me. So maybe, just maybe all of it makes me sad. But I could always put on a happy movie, I could always listen to a happy song. It's all my fault. I don't blame anyone because it's all my fault.
Do you know why I said that I had forget Him? Yes, I'd forget. And I was disgusted with myself. Baba said that why shouldn't you be happy? If I put on a sad face as if I had the biggest problems in the world and when I sighed at most occasions, he would say that " aren't you grateful of what you have?" At first I would say to myself, why is it everytime I sighed it had to do with me being ungrateful to Him? I mean like duh! Why should I be sad because of stupid things when He had gave me a lot. I don't want to talk about my problems- oh wait, so called problems because it is not as important as my life that needs happiness and joy. I should always tell Him my problems, then I know that I'll have 100% happiness guarantee.
Yeah now you know how am I wrong. I've forgotten that Allah will always be there for me. I shouldn't be unhappy because when I'm sad, I must always tell him because then I'll be happy. It's like you shouldn't be sad all the time, because when you feel like you are having a downturn, you always turn to Him. The quicker you returm the faster you'll gained your happiness.
Firstly, what I would like to emphasize now is that, I was wrong last night. I was wrong because I said that I'm not happy, I was upset on something that when I thought about it today is ridiculous, I should not, ever, sacrifice my happiness just because I wanted it to be, you know, get sacrificed. I was of course entirely happy before I put myself into a situation that you can find mostly were the sadbugs. I can be happy if I want to and I can be entirely otherwise if I want to also. It's all depends on me. It's all depends on what I chose. And last night I had chose that my life is a downturn. And not just last night, but also the other nights. I didn't realize that I had forget about one most important thing. I had forget - Him.
A good friend of mine told me, "you should go and search for joybugs", I plastered a smile when I read that. Yeah of course, a joybug would do the trick. And then I told him that I have to make a new post in my blog : A quest for happiness. When I think of that now I should have told my friend that I shouldn't be 'questing' for it because he doesn't know that I created my own sad ambience. I read sad novels, I watch sad movies, I guess all of it influenced me. So maybe, just maybe all of it makes me sad. But I could always put on a happy movie, I could always listen to a happy song. It's all my fault. I don't blame anyone because it's all my fault.
Do you know why I said that I had forget Him? Yes, I'd forget. And I was disgusted with myself. Baba said that why shouldn't you be happy? If I put on a sad face as if I had the biggest problems in the world and when I sighed at most occasions, he would say that " aren't you grateful of what you have?" At first I would say to myself, why is it everytime I sighed it had to do with me being ungrateful to Him? I mean like duh! Why should I be sad because of stupid things when He had gave me a lot. I don't want to talk about my problems- oh wait, so called problems because it is not as important as my life that needs happiness and joy. I should always tell Him my problems, then I know that I'll have 100% happiness guarantee.
Yeah now you know how am I wrong. I've forgotten that Allah will always be there for me. I shouldn't be unhappy because when I'm sad, I must always tell him because then I'll be happy. It's like you shouldn't be sad all the time, because when you feel like you are having a downturn, you always turn to Him. The quicker you returm the faster you'll gained your happiness.
Monday, December 20, 2010
The BBQ Night
Salam. To all of my smaklians form 5, sorry because I couldn't make it. I'd try to talk this out with my parents but seems like they are busy. And because it is at night, lagi susah for me to attend. I'm sorry aimi, I know you had working on some cool vids, I hope you would post that on fb or in your blog or something. I'm sorry insyirah, jannah, nabilah, pah, auni, saff, norain, nailah,ayu, fasyark, anis wardah,anis azmi, and all of my dorm dodolians and girlfriends, I'm sorry because I couldn't make it and take loads and loads of pics with you guys. I'm sorry cikgu, because I couldn't eat my part of the kambing :P Speaking of it, you guys could have my part, heheh ^^"
I just hope that you lots have fun tonight! Keep in touch always.
With Love,
Rai XX
I just hope that you lots have fun tonight! Keep in touch always.
With Love,
Rai XX
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Sarah Naima ♥
A special post for a special person. Imydm lah Sarah ;'( We must go out! We must talk! Gosh.
I miss you, cousin (:
WOHOOOO ♥♥
So wohooo I'm back, again to tell, well no, babble to you about unimportant stuff. Well, now it is, I don't think telling you about my doings and goings is important but I just would like to write so I guess my only topic is talking about-
We didn't go to OU you see, because baba doesn't like traffic jam and fyi, lambat setengah jam je after 10, the road are packed with cars already, apart from OU being the Hottest Shopping Place ever, the Year End Sale is tumbling down right now, so many people would love to grab this and that, haha! So Rayyan keep on 'annoyingly' repeating that she has to buy stuff for her tukar2 hadiah tomorrow at Wangsa Walk, her primary schoolmates are making a reunion :P and she wanted to buy clothes so we went to Ikano and went to FOS. Before that we went to Brands Outlet and you should go there girls! The accessories are too fabulous! hehe and speaking of fabulous, the prices are too, fably cheap. Cute printed tees are sold 3 for rm50, the tops were latest in-thing and I haven't been to the next store yet, Padini, which I'm sure there are much much more to choose from. Oh well, I have to berjimat cermat, firstly because I still haven't buy my sister's headphone and ooh yes, we went to Popular and I viewed some of their mystery and crime collection, oooh very very deliciously captivating! You don't know how much I love mysteries and crimes stories Like Rayyan, I also adore John Grisham. My sister could finish the 400 pages book just one day! Oh well, just have to wait and make a cute bunny face to my mom or dad and they'll buy me one, heehee C=
Okay so what I would like to press here is that: GO AHEAD GO OUT GO SHOP! YEAR END SALE IS COMING TO ITS ENDDDDD!!!! err too much? haha ^^" )
We didn't go to OU you see, because baba doesn't like traffic jam and fyi, lambat setengah jam je after 10, the road are packed with cars already, apart from OU being the Hottest Shopping Place ever, the Year End Sale is tumbling down right now, so many people would love to grab this and that, haha! So Rayyan keep on 'annoyingly' repeating that she has to buy stuff for her tukar2 hadiah tomorrow at Wangsa Walk, her primary schoolmates are making a reunion :P and she wanted to buy clothes so we went to Ikano and went to FOS. Before that we went to Brands Outlet and you should go there girls! The accessories are too fabulous! hehe and speaking of fabulous, the prices are too, fably cheap. Cute printed tees are sold 3 for rm50, the tops were latest in-thing and I haven't been to the next store yet, Padini, which I'm sure there are much much more to choose from. Oh well, I have to berjimat cermat, firstly because I still haven't buy my sister's headphone and ooh yes, we went to Popular and I viewed some of their mystery and crime collection, oooh very very deliciously captivating! You don't know how much I love mysteries and crimes stories Like Rayyan, I also adore John Grisham. My sister could finish the 400 pages book just one day! Oh well, just have to wait and make a cute bunny face to my mom or dad and they'll buy me one, heehee C=
Taylor said : Go out and shop! ~
Okay so what I would like to press here is that: GO AHEAD GO OUT GO SHOP! YEAR END SALE IS COMING TO ITS ENDDDDD!!!! err too much? haha ^^" )
Saturday, December 18, 2010
A Bit Pathetic But Whatever.
Why is that sometimes you feel you wanted to tell, no, scream to the world that you just fakin' everything up just to show the world that you are happy? Why is that you always have to fall for something that doesn't belong to you? Ugh. This is definitely pathetic. And this what I'm feeling right now.
I hope it would wash this feeling away already.
♥ Waiting Outside The Line
Another most favourite motivational song after The Climb, Grayson Chance's latest single(:
When She Has Started Talking Part 2
Helooooo people! I'm back again! Sorry,, still can't 'steal' those fab photos but sooner or later I'll upload 'em just for you :DD So wait and see okay? Patience is always a virtue. hee
So back to my story of my jamuan kelas at Kenny's. We had stuffed our faces haha the foods were good well mostly because we're famished because we had to wait for our 'prince charmings' to come. I presumed they were late because they had just finished their jumaat prayr and had to gosok those bajus haha really I thought Aidi looked nice yesterday~~ So then after makan makan it's our tukar2 hadiah time and I got my gift from Syed, thanks for the thumbdrive and the chocolate Syed! Haha ayah aku kata membazirkan duit kau je :P Thanks anyway. And I'm responsible for Ayu's gift, also a thumbdrive same as mine, Kingston 8 GB, hoothoot hope you like it! and the bookmark too!! The gift exchanges went well and was full of laughters, which couldn't really be explained why is that so haha but I really, really had a good time with all of you guys. II'll be missing all of you and I love all of you wonderful peeps ;')
Speaking of missing friends, I miss my old friends much much much. I hope we could reunite and share some quality time together babes! I miss you guys a lot and I hope you guys are too missing me.
So tomorrow insya Allah I'll be going to OU. Rayyan sibuk nak bershopping and besides, I have to ganti her headset, I left it in surau yesterday, pfft. oh well. I hope you guys don't mind this long post! I'll be writing back soon!!
So back to my story of my jamuan kelas at Kenny's. We had stuffed our faces haha the foods were good well mostly because we're famished because we had to wait for our 'prince charmings' to come. I presumed they were late because they had just finished their jumaat prayr and had to gosok those bajus haha really I thought Aidi looked nice yesterday~~ So then after makan makan it's our tukar2 hadiah time and I got my gift from Syed, thanks for the thumbdrive and the chocolate Syed! Haha ayah aku kata membazirkan duit kau je :P Thanks anyway. And I'm responsible for Ayu's gift, also a thumbdrive same as mine, Kingston 8 GB, hoothoot hope you like it! and the bookmark too!! The gift exchanges went well and was full of laughters, which couldn't really be explained why is that so haha but I really, really had a good time with all of you guys. II'll be missing all of you and I love all of you wonderful peeps ;')
Speaking of missing friends, I miss my old friends much much much. I hope we could reunite and share some quality time together babes! I miss you guys a lot and I hope you guys are too missing me.
So tomorrow insya Allah I'll be going to OU. Rayyan sibuk nak bershopping and besides, I have to ganti her headset, I left it in surau yesterday, pfft. oh well. I hope you guys don't mind this long post! I'll be writing back soon!!
We have fly away from each other. Keep in touch~
When She Has Started Talking
Bismillah alhamdulillah Allahuakbar. I'm done. With Mr. SPM. Dah sebulan date dengan dia. Heheh. Alhamdulillah I was thoroughly satisfied, but I admit some papers are pretty tough, I guess because its trial papes are okay. But what matters the most nw is I keep on praying, not forgetting that I have to tawakal to Him and istiqamah with my hajat, dhuha and tahajud prayers insya Allah. Rayyan keep on biting her nails (well, literally) because you see her PMR results are coming this Thursday. Well, I wish you all the best sis! Insya Allah you'll get what you want! So what should I do now? I mean I'm free for like what? More than three months ofcourse! I just can't wait because there are loads of stuff to do and I haven't make any list yet oh dear! Speaking of lists, I'm thinking of Kam Kam already or Afiqah Kamal, yepp I know how you love to make lists and tick 'em!! hahah memories!
Speaking of memories, during SPM I'm a Dodol-ian you see because I'm in dorm dinamik with those wackiest dorm mates ahaha. I remember how we would stay up late at night burning candles (yeah right) and study our head off (well not during exam days okay! never! never stay up late during exam days!!) and I am proud to tell you that I suddenly became 'aware' of my figure and thought of jogging in the morning whenever possible because exercise is important,, you know? hahah. And my jogging mates are compulsory Norain and Nailah oh yes ofcourse Pah, also my bed mate, don't get yourself wrong she sleeps beside me at night oh yes, sadly replacing Insyirah ;'( Speaking of her I miss her already! And also Jannah and all of my Jauharians, my two year dorm!! Hah.. reminising back is just hard ;/ And i also would love to tell you that many things occured and of course memorable ever! I went to Pn. Azizah's daughter's wedding at Dewan Sri Endon, Putrajaya, it was hoooh grand and all, we girls (there was Aimi, I slept at her house just to attend the wedding pfft haha, Pah, Nabilah, Qid, Kam Kam, and many more including some of puteras) are wearing wedges! haha yeah I know suddenly I gained another 3 feet tall~~ I'll try to steal some of the pictures later from them okay? Just wait(;
Yesterday oh yesterday! Of course, a day after spm bhaha! But that's not what I emphasize for, it was 5 Othman Class Party (haha party sounded melebih la pulak, jamuan kelas jerr hee) But its not 'jerr' because I had so much fun hanging out err officially without parents supervision, kan saff?haha) at Kenny Rogers Roasters One Utama. I went home after PQS ended so which means I have to undergo a dad-and-daughter-please-let-me-go-out-talk and yes at first my dad don't let me go since he was thinking that me going out with them with a cab to OU was ridiculous, at first I thought like yeah? on a cab? but you know, my dad just love me so much and I love you too so much baba(: He then decided to let me go heehee thanks baba! So I went to Unie's in the morning and his dad sent us to smakl. Haha you should see how were everybody in my dorm, of course bersiap like wow! haha. I was prep and ready so I helped some of them to wear celak on and all and then off we go with two cars because there were ten girls following on the first trip (but there wern't any second trip) thanks to Encik Azmi, Anis's dad and his son in law (just new). Fatma our favourite class asst monitor and some other girls went a bit later with Mimi's dad. So we went and shop yesterday, well not al of us, no to be precise ONE of us couldn't get least a bit excited hahah, well I don't blame any of us for being excited in OU. OU is always the bomb! In fact, I'm going there again tomorrow:DD
Speaking of memories, during SPM I'm a Dodol-ian you see because I'm in dorm dinamik with those wackiest dorm mates ahaha. I remember how we would stay up late at night burning candles (yeah right) and study our head off (well not during exam days okay! never! never stay up late during exam days!!) and I am proud to tell you that I suddenly became 'aware' of my figure and thought of jogging in the morning whenever possible because exercise is important,, you know? hahah. And my jogging mates are compulsory Norain and Nailah oh yes ofcourse Pah, also my bed mate, don't get yourself wrong she sleeps beside me at night oh yes, sadly replacing Insyirah ;'( Speaking of her I miss her already! And also Jannah and all of my Jauharians, my two year dorm!! Hah.. reminising back is just hard ;/ And i also would love to tell you that many things occured and of course memorable ever! I went to Pn. Azizah's daughter's wedding at Dewan Sri Endon, Putrajaya, it was hoooh grand and all, we girls (there was Aimi, I slept at her house just to attend the wedding pfft haha, Pah, Nabilah, Qid, Kam Kam, and many more including some of puteras) are wearing wedges! haha yeah I know suddenly I gained another 3 feet tall~~ I'll try to steal some of the pictures later from them okay? Just wait(;
Yesterday oh yesterday! Of course, a day after spm bhaha! But that's not what I emphasize for, it was 5 Othman Class Party (haha party sounded melebih la pulak, jamuan kelas jerr hee) But its not 'jerr' because I had so much fun hanging out err officially without parents supervision, kan saff?haha) at Kenny Rogers Roasters One Utama. I went home after PQS ended so which means I have to undergo a dad-and-daughter-please-let-me-go-out-talk and yes at first my dad don't let me go since he was thinking that me going out with them with a cab to OU was ridiculous, at first I thought like yeah? on a cab? but you know, my dad just love me so much and I love you too so much baba(: He then decided to let me go heehee thanks baba! So I went to Unie's in the morning and his dad sent us to smakl. Haha you should see how were everybody in my dorm, of course bersiap like wow! haha. I was prep and ready so I helped some of them to wear celak on and all and then off we go with two cars because there were ten girls following on the first trip (but there wern't any second trip) thanks to Encik Azmi, Anis's dad and his son in law (just new). Fatma our favourite class asst monitor and some other girls went a bit later with Mimi's dad. So we went and shop yesterday, well not al of us, no to be precise ONE of us couldn't get least a bit excited hahah, well I don't blame any of us for being excited in OU. OU is always the bomb! In fact, I'm going there again tomorrow:DD
Continue later.
Friday, December 17, 2010
I'm Sorry That You Have Undergone Redox Reaction
I know I know that my blog has 'berkarat' -get it? Redox Reaction, Chemistry...?
Oh well. Alhamdulillah now I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEE.
So, I'll update more and more.
It's just good to be back and begin to write after so many months ;')
I miss you like hell.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Happy Eid Mubarak :D
HAPPY EID MUBARAK!
:D and maaf zahir batin.
To my dearest family members:
Baba, Mama
Rayyan, Raihan and Razeen
Sarah, Husna, Nadia, Luke, Ahmad
K. Aliyah, K. Atikah, Muiz, Amina Husna, Munirah
and all my little cousins
Farah Ain
and to all of my relatives and family members
especially Tok, Tok Aji, Mak Wo(:
To my friends:
Classmates of 5 Othman 2010
Pah, Naddy, Musyi, Unie, Nailah, Ummu, Anis, Mimik (names yang takde kt fb -,-")
all of Form Fives Batch 2010,
SMAKL, SETIABUDI and SRI AMAN
(Names that also takde dlm fb) Nur Aisyah, Fasyak, Fatin Naqiya, Aisyah, Fatin Atikah, Rizwan, Tun, Deha, Tiqi, Steff, Iman, Rianne, Kimberly, Zue, Zurin, Iqa, Nabihah, Anis, Anep, Apiz, Aan, Aish, Afiq, Azim, Hana
and especially to all of my TEACHERS in SRIP, SB, SA and SMAKL(:
To my adik2 usrah:
Fazi, Nabihah, Asyiqin, Farah, Najwa, Najihah, Fatihah
and Dorm Jauhari HAWT (Jay Hot!)
and Adik2 Mentor Mentee 2009 and Form 1 2010
and all of my associates around the world! (eyh?)
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir && Batin
With Love,
Raihana Nadhira Rafidi(;
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Hit Rewiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiind! For The Memories.
3 Al Farabi 2008
I would like to apologize to all of you wonderful peeps down here. I know I've been selfish and detached with you guys. And I know, lack of time to reconnect with all of you is a low and lame excuse. I'm sorry.
And I want all of you to know that, especially to Husna, Kyra, Tera, Alia, Qila, Aisyah, Nani, Fatin, Anis, Nabihah and Nur Aisyah, I miss you guys badly ;'( and I hope our friendship that was once created will still stay strong. Thanks for the memories.
Husna, Qila :D
Kyraaa ;D
Alia, Tera, Qila ;)
Zaid (!)
Aisyah ;')
Mawi :)
Zaf and Naqiu (:
Affan ^^
Naniii :DD
Zue :)
FZ ;D
Rizwan(:
Anep, Apiz :D
Naim (:
Ehsan :P
Aan :P
p/s: thanks fr the pics!
Best Wishes,
Rai.
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