Assalamualaikum and a very good 11.34 am to all of you.
WELL, alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah everything went smooth and He has answered my prayers to many kinds of circumstances that I've gone through. I'm very grateful to be part of CFS UIA and glad that I got to meet up with my friends again :D heehee. Kat sini jumpa semua lah, except that until today Qid and Baihah je belum jumpa lagi :(
Anyway, I'm in Zainab Jahsy Mahallah and quite satisfied with the facilities here. Kedai runcit dia memang terbaikkkk lah haha. Lengkap sume. Kalau pergi K- Shop lagi lengkap. Tokse mu dok pi cari Kinokuniyo lah, MPH lah sini aje udah cukup. (slang mana pun depo tak pasti -hahahhaa) To be frank, I always hang out with Yati, Wanimer, Dalilah and Meema. Meema is my room mate she's a Penang-ian, so is Dalilah. Nope, she's not from Penang but from N. Sembilan but she's my room mate too. If some of you smaklians batch spm 2010 have forgotten abt Lela, she moved during form 4 haha tapi mesti korg ingat kan, I pun baru masuk time tu :P anyway, I've made quite a number of new friends and I'm really happy with it heehee. Kat sini makanan dia pun sedap2, choices banyak and ni baru cakap pasal cafe kt my mahllah belum lagi cafe lain. But right now I still don't know where's certain buildings and certain facilities in the campus especially the library - -""" since all of the second intakes haven't got any tours yet. But insha Allah later this afternoon, some of our seniors will lead us the way and show us around. Oh and if you guys are wondering, I'm posting this in the our mahllah CC hehe. Belum bawak laptop lagi. Nak tgk keadaan macam mana but macam tak payah tengok sgt je. Budak lain sini bawak laptop sume 'power power' hehe apple pun adeee. Oh well, sooner or later I have to bring one because certain things or assignments must be done asap and normally pc will do the trick !
Speaking of assignments, of course I haven't got any. Classes pun tak tahu lagi. Jadual pun tadak lagi. Haha sebab APT and EPT result belum keluar :S risau risau RISAUUUUUU. kalau nak cakap bahasa budak remaja zaman sekarang : CUAKKKKK - -" haha. Tapi dah usaha, tawakal je lah. Insha Allah whatever results that I'll obtain is the best for me : ) But, pray for us all so that we get good bands. I mean, really want to have such remarkable results like Anis but I'm not really hopeful with my arab test T_T susah maaaa! Lagi susah than arab tinggi of course. Soalan pehaman memang takde yg dapat difahamnye. Hmm. Tawakaltu 'alallah.
Since insha Allah I'm doing syariah law, maybe just mayyybeeee this will take me up for two years. Modul baru tahun ni. They (reliable sources) said that although you are exempted from both of the languages (arab and english) (macam Anis Azmi) (yeahhh terer kan dia hehe) pun you will still have to do two years here. Hmm. Redha je lah.
Whatever it is, I'm in new environment now and I'm a student. A student's job is to study and get excellent achievements insha Allah so since I'm a student, I have a new goal. That is: to achieve the best of the best insha Allah :D No more day dreamings, no more tidur macam dah tak ingat dunia, no more watching tv unnecesserily, no more FBing unnecessirily (haha ade ke yg necessary? alah, nak keep in touch dgn kawan2 jugak kan :P ) (not more than one hour lah per week, ok kan?) (OK KAN?), no more chit chatting in class (kalau setakat nak tanya or pinjam stationaries tu xpelah), kurangkan makanan yg bergula (haha lol), banyakkan minum air kosong (this is like thousands of time already I remind myself about it, yet susah jugak nak laksanakan : ( But no. This is my new azam so kenalah buat jugak kan. DETERMINATION is very importantttttt ! ) ( ^_^ )
Insha Allah, insha Allah saya boleh. Jika mereka yang telah berjaya boleh, mengapa saya tidak? Saya ni serupa je dengan mereka. And when I said serupa means a human being. Not serupa, 'serupa'. Know what I'm sayin'? haha dah la semakin panjang menaip ni semakin merepek pulak. So, till here I guess. Yati and Wanimer dah keluar dah, lama sangat nak habiskan this post haha.
Pray for me always. Pray for us all always. Insha Allah all of us can achieve the best of the best :D Take care!
p/s: to my buddies, got my new number already. Nanti I'll tell you guys : )
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Friday, June 17, 2011
Somnolence In Me
Assalamualaikum and a very good 11.05 pm to all of you.
Whoa. Okay today my schedule was very hectic and busy. I had to do this and that and pack this and that and go macam-macam tempat lah! But it's alright. Baba said that I shouldn't be so tension dealing with all these and keep sighing about it because this shows that I'm not being grateful to Him after He has granted my prayers and given me what I really wanted. See how sometimes I act without thinking and how it reflect me to someone else, especially that someone is special someone and I'm very grateful again to Him for my dad to be part of my life. Baba never stops correcting me whenever I'm wrong and I'm very happy with it. Alhamdulillah everything has settled and I really thank baba and mama for helping me to fill up and do whatever that I am supposed to do according to the requirements. Shukran jazeelan ma, ba :D
Well I only intend to write a short post. So here goes my see-you-another-week-or-so wish :
"Guys! I'm going to CFS PJ tomorrow so I guess this is the last post until next week or so. Have thought about bringing laptop or desktop to hostel but maybe later I'll bring after all things have settled. Please pray for me so that I can settle great over there and study very well and get good grades. Don't worry I'll pray for you guys too :D Take care peeps! And din't forget to post at my wall in FB :) looking forward to receive Imissyou wall posts and messages HAHA -oh this is valid only for my girlfriends. ONLY. Okay, bye bye assalamualaikum !"
Hehe, well. I'm very very exhausted right now. Besides I have to wake up early tomorrow because my dad wants to arrive there early. So, 'till then. Good night peeps!
Whoa. Okay today my schedule was very hectic and busy. I had to do this and that and pack this and that and go macam-macam tempat lah! But it's alright. Baba said that I shouldn't be so tension dealing with all these and keep sighing about it because this shows that I'm not being grateful to Him after He has granted my prayers and given me what I really wanted. See how sometimes I act without thinking and how it reflect me to someone else, especially that someone is special someone and I'm very grateful again to Him for my dad to be part of my life. Baba never stops correcting me whenever I'm wrong and I'm very happy with it. Alhamdulillah everything has settled and I really thank baba and mama for helping me to fill up and do whatever that I am supposed to do according to the requirements. Shukran jazeelan ma, ba :D
Well I only intend to write a short post. So here goes my see-you-another-week-or-so wish :
"Guys! I'm going to CFS PJ tomorrow so I guess this is the last post until next week or so. Have thought about bringing laptop or desktop to hostel but maybe later I'll bring after all things have settled. Please pray for me so that I can settle great over there and study very well and get good grades. Don't worry I'll pray for you guys too :D Take care peeps! And din't forget to post at my wall in FB :) looking forward to receive Imissyou wall posts and messages HAHA -oh this is valid only for my girlfriends. ONLY. Okay, bye bye assalamualaikum !"
Hehe, well. I'm very very exhausted right now. Besides I have to wake up early tomorrow because my dad wants to arrive there early. So, 'till then. Good night peeps!
Thursday, June 16, 2011
I've disappeared too long. So now I'm back with handfull of stories.
Assalamualaikum. And a very good 3.21 pm in the afternoon to all of you guys. Well, I'm back! I guess I deserved to be shouted "WHERE THE FREAKING HECK WERE YOU?!" at but I guess last time I don't really have the mood to write. Since this is, my blog so I only write when I feel like it. No need to push me or anything. But I am truly honoured that I still have my faithful readers asking me when am I going to write another post, so I guess I answered their 'prayers'.
Why do I suddenly decided to write again? Well, to be exact 'type' again. It's not because I'm leaving home in two days (tell you guys who are clueless about this later) but it's because I cannot stand reading someone else's blog and have a look, long, hard look at their blog designs that made me feel a lilttle bit envious and annoyed (bhaha, soorry ^-^" ) especially my sister's, Rayyan's, blog. Ugh. Sorry sis, sometimes I cannot help but feel a bit irritated and annoyed at your superb english and feel a lot more irritated and annoyed at my plain ol' plain ol' english plus with grammatical errors :P Haih. Tu lah. Bila baca buku, baca ikut perasaan, tahu emotional je. Tak tahu nak tengok sekali grammar dia and how the authors managed to write such beautiful and incredible stories. Vocab mereka, TERBAIKLAH! haha And I only have read some of Jody Picoult's, Nicholas Spark's books and other books authored by Kate Morgenroth and John Grisham. And that only half of them. Not their whole dozens of book collection to choose from. And not yet Stephen King's novels O_o"" Lagilah. Ternganga terus. Mau tak pegang buku dia yang berat tu kat sebelah kanan, kat tangan kiri pegang dictionary. Tak sanggup, tak sanggup O______O''' And not just King's, Patrick Suskind's "Perfume" story book also requires us who has this "less-vocab-problem" to do this. My friend who first read it when we were 14, she said almost every 2 or 5 seconds read some of the words, she have to look up to Mr. Oxford (the dictionary). This really tells us how numerously high vocabularies that Suskind has put in the book and how he really wants to torment by keep on looking into Mr. Oxford. Ha-ha. I guess I exaggerate a bit. Okay too much. Now this is how we never, okay, I, never going to be excellent with my english writings. It's because I'm too lazy to budge just a little bit, to change the situation. You have to do something with it if you want to have an excellent english, shouldn't you? I mean, I can't just lying arund, daydreaming, and become a superb person who speaks very fluent in english and writes it very well. There is always hardwork, determination on doing it so that you become successful. And this is a reminder for me. Not just because I have a grammar issue but because other issues including the fact that I'm entering UIA this Saturday and going to read law for maybe 4 years and complete my studies, I have to word damn hard, study really hard, work smartly to achieve my goal, of becoming a successful human being. Because then I have no other chances. I just have to kick the ball into the goal. I don't want to blew this away. Not after my SPM result last time, not after the regrets and tears, not after the heartbreaks.
Usaha itu tangga kejayaan. See, it's clearly stated! In order for me to achieve my goal, my success is by hardwork. Hardwork is only ladder to success. Plus doa and tawakal to Him. Always, always seek guidance to Him, for He is the only One that can help me, become a successful and satisfied human being. Nobody is perfect, yes. But there's always a room for improvement in order to be close as perfect. Perfection, something that everybody yearn for. A perfect life, a perfect job, a perfect family, a perfect figure, a perfect sate, a perfect academic performances, aperfect everything. But that's not going to happen. And I knew that. That's why we always have to keep on running, climbing to the topof the mountain, because we are not perfect. We are just human being who can be as close as perfect. Our beloved prophet Rasullah s.a.w has left us two things that will always guide us: the Quran and the as sunnah. What more I could ask for?
I pray so that we will have His blessings, so that He will always guide us, never leave us alone to our own decisions. No more regrets, Rai. No more regrets.
Why do I suddenly decided to write again? Well, to be exact 'type' again. It's not because I'm leaving home in two days (tell you guys who are clueless about this later) but it's because I cannot stand reading someone else's blog and have a look, long, hard look at their blog designs that made me feel a lilttle bit envious and annoyed (bhaha, soorry ^-^" ) especially my sister's, Rayyan's, blog. Ugh. Sorry sis, sometimes I cannot help but feel a bit irritated and annoyed at your superb english and feel a lot more irritated and annoyed at my plain ol' plain ol' english plus with grammatical errors :P Haih. Tu lah. Bila baca buku, baca ikut perasaan, tahu emotional je. Tak tahu nak tengok sekali grammar dia and how the authors managed to write such beautiful and incredible stories. Vocab mereka, TERBAIKLAH! haha And I only have read some of Jody Picoult's, Nicholas Spark's books and other books authored by Kate Morgenroth and John Grisham. And that only half of them. Not their whole dozens of book collection to choose from. And not yet Stephen King's novels O_o"" Lagilah. Ternganga terus. Mau tak pegang buku dia yang berat tu kat sebelah kanan, kat tangan kiri pegang dictionary. Tak sanggup, tak sanggup O______O''' And not just King's, Patrick Suskind's "Perfume" story book also requires us who has this "less-vocab-problem" to do this. My friend who first read it when we were 14, she said almost every 2 or 5 seconds read some of the words, she have to look up to Mr. Oxford (the dictionary). This really tells us how numerously high vocabularies that Suskind has put in the book and how he really wants to torment by keep on looking into Mr. Oxford. Ha-ha. I guess I exaggerate a bit. Okay too much. Now this is how we never, okay, I, never going to be excellent with my english writings. It's because I'm too lazy to budge just a little bit, to change the situation. You have to do something with it if you want to have an excellent english, shouldn't you? I mean, I can't just lying arund, daydreaming, and become a superb person who speaks very fluent in english and writes it very well. There is always hardwork, determination on doing it so that you become successful. And this is a reminder for me. Not just because I have a grammar issue but because other issues including the fact that I'm entering UIA this Saturday and going to read law for maybe 4 years and complete my studies, I have to word damn hard, study really hard, work smartly to achieve my goal, of becoming a successful human being. Because then I have no other chances. I just have to kick the ball into the goal. I don't want to blew this away. Not after my SPM result last time, not after the regrets and tears, not after the heartbreaks.
Usaha itu tangga kejayaan. See, it's clearly stated! In order for me to achieve my goal, my success is by hardwork. Hardwork is only ladder to success. Plus doa and tawakal to Him. Always, always seek guidance to Him, for He is the only One that can help me, become a successful and satisfied human being. Nobody is perfect, yes. But there's always a room for improvement in order to be close as perfect. Perfection, something that everybody yearn for. A perfect life, a perfect job, a perfect family, a perfect figure, a perfect sate, a perfect academic performances, aperfect everything. But that's not going to happen. And I knew that. That's why we always have to keep on running, climbing to the topof the mountain, because we are not perfect. We are just human being who can be as close as perfect. Our beloved prophet Rasullah s.a.w has left us two things that will always guide us: the Quran and the as sunnah. What more I could ask for?
I pray so that we will have His blessings, so that He will always guide us, never leave us alone to our own decisions. No more regrets, Rai. No more regrets.
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