Yes, I am different from tonight on. But I'm not sad anymore. Allah just gave me the sign, alhamdulillah I feel much better now, much better. Thank You Allah, for still giving me your signs of mercifulness and lovingness. And there is no other who will accept my repentence to You. Astaghfirullah-al 'azim.
Tonight I felt very different, in such a way that I'm starting to giving up the 'aspects' that I thought it had once brought me happiness. I'm crying actually, while I'm writing this, and that I don't know why. I dried up my wet cheeks with my garment, and that also mean I'm wiping away the hurt and past sins.
Today is Friday. Well, most people will say that today is like any other day, any normal friday but to 4 ALIans 2009, today is our Rememberence Day! Alhamdulillah, Tawfiq, our S.U have finally got the signs from the important people (org atasan) and Nabilah also have done her part as a PKT with Oben, our KT. The bus have been booked because tonight we are going to Seoul Garden at Plaza Pantai. Actually, I've never heard of this restaurant untill I finally stepped to SMAKL. Last year, Kelab KoOp had been there for their end year party and my ffriends who went there said that the food was a total blast! They give free flow of drinks, well all of these are the students special rate package, so it's no wonder lah. So, they actually served variety of foods, they give out buffet kinda style, ala carte is also applicable. Well, you people must have thought that Seoul Garden is like a Korean Restaurant or sushi place right? But apparently this very only Seoul Garden served malay foods, and western. Oh well, I don't mind because all I want is EAT! Ha-ha!
Okay, I gtg now. Its BI and I bet Ms Paru will be mad coz we're quite late!
Toodles people! ( :
Now I'm at the ICT, its maths now but Pn. Fazlin is nowhere to be seen, and right now, I'm typing beside my annoying comel friend, Nabilah and next to her is Hanani, trying to finishing her matrices. - Okayy, so cikgu dah datang. But I'm pretty sure that I can finish this very post because it has been ages since I write a perfect post. -- There's been loads of stuff going on these days, especially that it has been like almost a week since our diagnostik ( a bigger version of mid term test fr the spm candidates) and well, all of us form fives have actually know our scores and kedudukan in class. I'm not actually giddy in telling you this but what to do, this IS actually a blog of expressing my euphoria right? Even tho it's a short term happiness, it's worth it -,-" (to me lah).
Tawfiq got no.1 this time, yeah, we were totally like WOW!Tawfiq. Well, actually I don't know abt the rest, but I was the one who actually said monnologuely : WOW!Tawfiq. Because you see, between him and his other male friends, also my male classmates, I rarely sees him studying, because all I've ever heard was a stock of laugh that usually occurs at certain time of the day, seriously people this is the truth. Okay maybe not EVER but I've actually seen Aidi (the Albert Einstein; he is more into mathematics and calculation), Dollah (the close friend of Albert Einstein, also a Physics Wonderman), Syed (the another Mr. Smarty Pants, an Arab Schollar, ha-ha!) and even Wafi (the respected guy and down-to-earth guy) studying, or at least sleep on top of the revision book, but not Tawfiq. People do say that he is some Genious Freak, so I guess the statement is believable enough :P But I've got lots of other names that I think should have their honors in my current post, ehe. Don't worry you guys will have your chance sooner or later ^^"
Anis got second, (my petite, yet adoroble and talk abt PANDAI! Yepp, that's her, alhamdulillah God gave her a talent in this part) and Fatma got no.3 (another comel friend of mine, my tuition partner, yet I don't seem to get the same hig marks as hers in physics and chem, oh well -,- She got the highest marks in Physics, Add Maths and Chem; WOWEE!) Then goes Aidi, Ikhwan, Dollah, Darwis (amazingly amazing! This guy apparently menaik GILA this time, totally respect you mann) and next is me (dipidipobidiboo) then Naddy (a Korean Freak, but a Comel one ( : ) So my wonderful readers, if you can count the no. from Tawfiq to Naddy, I actually got no. 9 and my rank in batch is no. 12. I got 7 a's, 2 b's and 2 c's. ALHAMDULILLAH, but I don't know how am I going to inform this to my Mama and Baba. Last Intervention Test I got no. 6 and no 7 in batch, so I actually MENURUN sangat =,=" But nvm that. Also, last time I got 1 D, and alhamdulillah I managed to get my add maths C.
I understand that this diagnostik gives lot of effects to us form fives of SMAKL, but to my dear friends, don't EVER give up, ada lagi satu exam sebelum trial remember? So, we should liven up the chance that we've got!! We can ROCK the world people!! EHE -,-" I'm not writing this to brag, NOOOO, in fact all of you my friends, especially my 5 Othmanians, you guys did well no, THE BEST already. The results are our USAHA, it showed how much our usaha and I know that mine is not enough to accomplish the 11 A'S + in SPM 2010. It's okay, afte this all we need to do is keep on usaha, no, usaha EVEN MORE and MORE in achieving our 10TH CLOUD! (if you've read my "The Climb, My Climb and Yours" post, you'll know what I meant ( :
Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could live in a simple yet charming, decent-way ambience? Well, wouldn't it be nice if people are nicer, like help you when you tripped on the floors, not just stare at you, when you tripped on the floors, give you a smile every time you smiled back at them instead of giving you the serious look as if you'd done something really sinful at them, always ask "what's wrong? " when you're down and looks as if you needed help the most. And even better, if they turn to you and ask if they could help and solve your problem, well that would at least lessen your burden. Wouldn't it be great, if people never care and stare at you if you bring to school everyday a 2 litre mineral bottle instead of bringing them in a "nice-looking" way, a Nike water bottle. Or people never care what clothes brand you wear, or shoes brand you wear, when people never expects you to wear LV or Coach every time they see you. Or people that ask for your help then turned out to be smarter than you and your help doesn't even actually needed by them, here are some tips, if you ask people to help you, i.e: in studies, you should give full concentration when they talk, even though they didn't answer your question, you should remain listening untill she / he finishes their sentences or whatsoever explanations. Wouldn't it be better if people would always give you a salam or said "hi!" when the passes you everytime, and when people never care if your shirt or dress have got the teenest wrinkles on the side of it, and when people would just stop giving you the sighing and annoying voice when you kept repeating your questions to them, only that is because you haven't understand about certain things, or when people have excellent manners, such as never curses, never stare at people as if they look like a hideous ping and blue monster, never smokes in public (if you decided to attempt a "suicide", if you know what I mean, kill yourself someplace else and not in public where pregnant women, kids and old citizens are scattering abouts), never forgets to practice the magic words as a daily habit (just incase you haven't got the clue, the magic words are please and thank you), never wear undecent clothes, and here the context is very simple, like don't wear clothes 'till it shows your boobies, the hideous cleavage, your average looking underwears, wearing transparents clothings, wearing verydeadlytight pants and skintight shirts. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the people in the world are as wonderful as what I've mentioned?