Alhamdulillah, I managed to come back in one piece ;) and my holiday was AWESOME and a different post will be coming out soon about it, don't worry I'll babble a lot later, hehe. Just that this is a short post (I know, I keep saying I'll be writing a short one but it turned out to be long, sorry ^ ^" but I'll try to be as simple and prep as possible).
I just happen to read my good friend's blog, and she said now she is in love. No, wait. Don't get yourself wrong and think that I'm busybody with other people's lovelife but this is different. What I want to say here is that I'm proud of her. I really, really had fall for her beautiful words. And I'm awakened now. Alhamdulillah.
You must be curious of what I've read right? Well let me share it with you then.
My dear friend said that she is in love, she is in love with a person who ;
"dengan insan yang melabuhkan cintanya kepada Allah.
dengan insan yang menjaga peribadinya dari fitnah.
dengan insan yang tiada cinta utama selain perjuangan fisabilillah.
dengan insan yang tiada aku kenal, kecuali kerana agama dan peribadinya.."
She also adds;
"Sesiapa yang jatuh cinta, kemudian menyembunyikannya hingga kematian datang menjemputnya,
maka dia adalah seorang yang syahid."
(Riwayat Hakim,Ibn Asakir,al-Dailami dan lain2)
*dipetik daripada buku Pemilik Cintaku Setelah Allah dan Rasul karya ukht Fatimah Syarha Mohd Noordin
PS. Dia tak tahu dan takkan pernah tahu. Doa itu penghubung antara hati hati insan. Juga penghubung insan dengan pencipta. Pertemuan semula itu, serahkan kepada Al-'Alim. May Allah Hears."
After all these words, these remarkable words, I've awakened. I'm in confusion right now, with my feelings. But this is the perfect solution for me right now. And maybe for any of you out there who needs a resolution on love and feelings. Then, this is it. Let our hearts be taken care by Him. He knows what's the best for all of us. And don't you want your life is full of His blessings?
I do. And I know that now my journey is still long, is still far ahead. I've got lots of times to think about love. And I know that now, my solution is to pray, is to seek His guidance always, and so that whoever has won my heart now, is the perfect choice for me.
To my dear friend, Aimi Syahirah Ibrahim, Masha Allah, you've awakened me. Alhamdulillah. Thank you sweetheart ;)
ps. I'm sorry that I copypaste some of your words. I hope you don't mind and I really want to show to the world (who some, happened haven't read your beautiful post yet) on the beautiful of love in Islam.