Sometimes I Just Wished That I Would Just Fade Away

I thought I've made the right choice.

I thought I've made the right decision.

On my feelings.

But it turned out to be,

I just don't know how to describe it.

Oh dang.

I just have to learn how to stop believing.

I just have to learn how to stop holding onto.

I just have to stop acting like I'm on a cloud 9.

I just have to stop letting my heart being torn.

I just have to learn how to fade away.