And So ...

There are like LOTSA LOTSA stories to tell you peeps! Ohmegosh! Ohmegosh! Ohmegosh! Hahah! (it's not easy for me to be this hyperactive -,-")

Okay so July is here! And I'm in fear! Because my pre-spm trial is near! (err -.-")
Well, yeah. My exam is like seminggu je lagi so what am I doing now exactly (apart from writing, eating non-stop, watching tv, sleeping hideously and etcetera) is studying my butt off. Pfft.
Well, it's just that I don't want to disappoint my Mama and Baba and my teachers. So I'm studying like heck apart from praying to Allah. Pray for my success yeah? All of our success (:

Many things had been going on thsese three weeks, really and there are just soo fascinating! I'm in glee! hehe. We get to meet Fatimah Syarha, fyi, she's like "The Bomb" now, just in case you are out of date, do read her writings please, she is just fab. (err why am I talking with such gedikness?) But seriously, she really had opened my heart when she gave her talk during Minggu Puteriku Sayang ;') Alhamdulillah and Subhanallah, the feedbacks were just too amazing. Although she wasn't well due to food poisoning, she came t give her 1 and a half hour talk. And fyi, when her husband, also the current "The Bomb" (haha ;D) came to fetch her almost 99 % of puteris usher her 'till her car and wave her a bon voyage. Ooh it's just so heart-gripping thing ever!

And we had our Girls Night Out aka GNO aka Malam Lipur Puteri. (err yg GNO tu was my own choice of word). That night was so fabish, girlish and partyish! Haha! We all dressed up and the performances were awesome. I would like to ask if any of you peeps have the video of it oh don't worry I won't put it in my blog, just want to have it as memory to cherish. All in all, I had a blast that night. Thank you girls for the memory(:

So ALPHA group is back again for a gathering. It was awesome, and I truly love the foods. We had spaghetti and mushrooms by Syed, fruit cocktail by Sobah, nuggets and fries by Nailah, jellies by Fira, fruits by Cika, bihun by Nurin, KFC bucket by Aleip and Jamak, Donashi by Khaliq and I brought 3 bottles of healthy carbonated drinks, 100 plus (ta-da! -.-") and oh I almost forgot, Andy and Que brought along their tummies! heheh. I really hoped that we could gather again and guys wait and see I'll bring coloured carbonated drinks this time okay. Haha

Oooh I've participated in ELS debate competition and apparently I don't know whether my debate team won. Oh well. So we challenge boys team; Fazil, Syazni, Qua, and Aimran (this debate consists of four debaters per group; Miss Rabiah wants it to be easy going and fun and so that she could hear more students speak in English and get to participate in this kind of comp). My team were Nabilah, Saffana, and Sasha who had replaced Pah. Our opic was about International is Better Than Locals, and we were in the govt. When we thought that we had prepared (literally) but seems that the boys managed to beat us, especially Syazni and Aimran, mann their way of debate really slammed us right at our faces -,-" Oh well, at least we had the experience of being a debater, fyi, none of us, my group member, who have joined debate before, so at least we know how it works and how a debater get to be slammed once in a while. But I really have much fun because I can speak using the mic! Heheh pathetic me ;P

My jubin collage and Su's apparently were not "up" to win the kebangsaan. But alhamdulillah, being the wakil for Kuala Lumpur PPI in collage competition did made us proud and have at least gave us something; an experience being an artist! heheh. I've always adore arts. Although I haven't even been to a arts gallery or fair but someday I will set my foot into one of those prestigious art gallery,. It's not like there are few arts exhibition going on in kl it's just that my parents won't bring to an art exhibition just like that i mean, we can but there is always lots of other priorities. Oh well. But really, congrats to us Su, at least we had made SMAKL proud and also to Pn Hamiliya thatks for the frame and the support! Ooh did you know that she put my masterpiece inside the dewan?

Wooh! See, I told you there are lots of things to brag, err, to tell. haha. And there is more. Just that I'm too tired to write~

Ohmegosh I'm Baaaaaaack!

Alhamdulillah, finally, I'm back after three whole weeks at asrama! Wooh! :D Just be prepared of my stories, can yah?hehe

Can You Stop Talking Like A S*** Please? Thank You!

When you look at someone's blog, there'll be it. When you look at someone's facebook's status, there will be it. When you hear someone's talking about something to other person, there will be constant it. When you hear songs, there will also be it. When you read someone's article or whatsoever reading material there will also have it or at least a slight it. What do it means? It is for swearing like a s***!

And I am absolutely loathing it.

Come on people, it is as if you can't put away the "How f***ing s*** he can be? Haha, That is such an a**hole" . It is the most absurd-iest, irritatingly, so uncool, so downgrading and so low- way of talking.

Well, I admit that I use "heck" and "bloody" sometimes, but at least it is way better than "WTH" or "WTFH??" And I'm only use them as an expression when I greet my long haven't seen firneds such as : "Hey Babe! Long time no see! HOW THE HECK ARE YOU??" or like "I miss you girl bloody much". I know that is somewhat harsh but I'm trying to reduce it for time to time. Well at least I tried.

How about you? No matter what kind of swearing you said, no matter whether it is in bm or bi, the words are still going to be a loathing thing towards the community, the bright minded community.

Take it as this way. Shouldn't we be thinking of our condition when we are being ask by Allah, how had we been using our mouth to speak in the world before we die? Wouldn't it be humiliating when we answered all those swearing words?? Think again people. Just that, I don't like, I don't respect and I loathe whoever swears. I'm sorry but I think you don't deserve to talk if you swear.

Would You Do Me A Favour?

It's 23rd of June already. And July is coming. And my trial is less than three months. And I'm not well heck prepared yet. And I don't want dissapointment. Also, a regrettion is another thing that I'm afraid of.

Can you do me a favour?

From today onwards (well mostly during weekends during balik bermalam), I only allow myself to online, to online FACEBOOK OR YM OR MYSPACE OR whatsoever for only ONE HOUR for my leisure. So, any of you are allowed to remind me nicely, or shout at me harshly or whatsoever IF you see me online MORE THAN ONE HOUR. YOU CAN SAY TO ME ; "RAI, IT'S OVER LAH. GO BACK AND STUDY BABE" or "RAIHANAAAA! WHY THE HECK ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE? GEESH! SPM IS LIKE FOUR MONTHS AWAY?!" or something like that.

Haha. I know. This is well heck of asking for help. But I really am looking forward for your help. So don't be selfish yeah people? I also want to be as successful as you ;)

I'm Baaaaack! :D

Alhamdulillah, managed to come home safely on Thursday evening, thanks for all the prayers people! ;) Oh btw, I'm sorry for this 'quite' late update, because after I got home I got to do this add maths folio thingy. Oh well. I'm just glad that I can write again~

Freedom Flotilla

Today is Thursday. It has been the third day since the shocking news of Israel's monstrous acts on the ships of aids for Gaza. Alhamdulillah there were some good news as what had been stated today in NST that I read this morning was 12 Malaysians were saved from the Israel's prison. And if you look at the front page of the paper, there is a bold-capitalized words of "It Was A Pure Hell" - a comment by a Astro Awani reporter, he was also among those who has been held in prison. The two ships - I forgot the names- among others that are trying to help those Palestinians, who fyi, have suffered terribly in 4 years! Four years of disaster mornings, and sleepless nights! I could feel myself burn with anger as I read about how the Israels act towards those people. Now you can see many Pro-Palestinians stand up, and voice out their piece of their mind. They voice out to the US Ambassador in Malaysia, voice out for Israel's violation and abuse of violation, and even to Barrack Obama.

If 12 of our citizens, willing to sacrifice themselves for the sake of others, for the sake of our friends in Palestine, why don't we take part on that? The least thing to do is we could boycott Jewish products such as Tesco and Marks & Spencer and be prepared to back up the others who had die for the sake of Islam.

Last fortnight my school had conducted a solat hajat and doa wahdah for the Palestinians and the those who had risk their life for the Palestinians. I could feel the spirit of Jihad among us.

ALLAHU AKBAR! ALLAHU AKBAR! ALLAHU AKBAR!

Our People

Ya Allah selamatkanlah saudara-saudaraku yang memperjuangkan Islam untuk menegakkan syiar Islam, selamatkanlah mereka yang sedang ditindas Ya Allah Robbul Jalali Wal Ikraam!

Palestin

Pakistan

Afghanistan

Iraq

Chechnya

Guantanamo Bay

Malaysia

Thailand

wa fi kulli makan wa zaman.

Old Fashion Letters

Far Away Land

In Sya Allah, my family and I are going for umrah next week on the 6th of June. I would like to apologize for any of my wrong doings to all of you and if I happened to owe any of you anything, please halalkan. Please pray for our safe journey and in sya Allah I would not forget to pray for all of you guys' happiness and success in both worlds. May Allah bless us all always ;DD

Heehee formal eh? ~

The Misconceptions of "I" and "You"

The misconceptions of the usage of "I"and "You" - We probably always hear that some teens prefer to use "I" and "You" in their writings or emails or comments to others, especially in Myspace, Facebook or whatsoever connecting commucations, other than use "Aku" and "Kau". While some others preferred otherwise. I mean, it's not a big deal, suits you if you want to use both, because "I" and "You" is like a kata ganti diri, same meaning as "Aku" and "Kau". Have you ever heard of statements such as ; "Gedik gila nak guna I You dalam meseg" or " Belagak Mat Saleh konon" ? Well I have and I disagree 100% of that. I mean, what is the problem of using the term I and You with BM?? I myself like to speak rojak. Okay I know its not good to speak rojak because you tend to, I don't know, well most parents doesn't prefer their kids to speak rojak. But I think I speak better rojak because words that I usually speak of are like : "Oh hey, you dah makan blom?" or "Don't you think it's quite penat to do all this?" I really like to speak in English and that does not mean I'm gedik. Haa, now I remember the actual motive why I'd post this post. This is because it's annoying when you hear someone said that you are some kind of gedik whn you speak in BI. What's wrong with it? I know that some schools in our country, their students prefer to speak in Malay, and some other like to speak in BI, and some just simply like both of the language. Fyi, BI is an international language and it's a fact. To tell you the truth, I myself prefer to use I and You than Kau or Aku. I speak to whichever gender with I and You EXCEPT when that person starts the conversation with Aku or Saya or Kita. I don't mind. However, at school, I usually use Aku or Kau with boys because the statement of I You usage in school is only for love couples. All I wanna say is that you have no right to say that that girl is some kind of gedik when you happen to read her comments or talk to others in FB or MS with I and You, because they are just nothing but a simply Kata Ganti Diri in BI. I am much preferred the word I and You that Ko and Aku. My mom saw me the other day, using the word Aku and Kau to a guyfriend, and she said why'd I used that, she thought that it was harsh. All I answered was that I only use I and You to some other people who are comfortable with it only that I also don't understand why should someone be uncomfortable when people use I and You to talk with them? I mean, don't be NARROW MINDED la. Don't think as if the usage of I and You is taboo, only can when you speak with you so-called boyfriends and girlfriends. To me, that statement is rubbish, because who would prefer to say : "Saya think awak looks great today" or "Aku hungry la. Let's have some foods at that restaurant. Why don't kau treat Aku this time?" It sounded even sillier. I'm sorry if I offended some of you, but I really want to put stop on the statement : Kau ni gedik bila cakap BI!

F4 - In Rememberence

I miss BOF already. All I want is an encore telecast of that Korean Drama!! Oh well. Hope you like the pictures ( :

LEE MIN HO ( :

The SHHH! - Revealed

So we've done with the Hari Guru Celebration and it was............ UNBELIEVABLY FANTABULOUS! If you know what I mean. The decorations were EXOTIC, thanks to AJK PERHIASAN DEWAN, BACKDROP, and I like the multimedias.. thanks to AJK MULTIMEDIA. I also, on the behalf of AJK SAMBUTAN reall really wanna thanks AIN, UNIE, MIA, ATIKAH, MAHIRA, AZIMAH, A.A, FARID, MALIK for being the best AJK SAMBUTAN for our program this year, thanks for the lovely Alice In Wonderland-like terowong, and the 'dwarfs of form 1' haha, really really cute, with all the cotton beard and an add up of Lapricon Hats, and for the girls, 'the fairies of form 1', the purple-glittered magic wands were also cute and not to mention our black spells of sweets and chocolates! Also, many thanks to AJK JEMPUTAN, the Mirror and Shield cards were Medieval-like. It reminds me of Avalon High. Don't forget other AJK'S.

Hahah yeah I'm pretty sure you readers are at least slightly bit curious of how the celeb was. Our theme, wheich before I had said SHHHH! was... FAIRYTALE. With Today Was A Farytale by Talylor Swift as our theme song, our dewan suits it all! From outside, you'll be walking through a manmade terowong (made up of blankets from Aspura -,-" ) and they've put dry leaves and many branches, and you'll come across a very huge black spider, the one you can see in one of those Dakota Fanning's, and what I love about it was it was made with full of care, the web are just too good to be true! Then when you stepped into the dewan, which we call on that day as KLIS Palace (Kuala Lumpur Islamic School's Palace), you'll find yourself entering into a magical, no, enchanted garden, on top of you would be giants of lollipops, sweets and a huge silve star hanging, with the colourful flags, just like in one of those princess stories, except for the sweets decorations, I think they'd adapted from Hansel and Gretel. Our walls were fully covered with candy-like walls and we had our own cloud-floor (the floor was covered with cotton clouds and baby blue satin) we had our own bridge, and you can see two giant redwhite candies (I forgot what's the name, but it is famous during Christmas) lean against each other symbolized the entering of the bridge, side by side there were lighted candles on top of a rectangular silver solids, with baby blue scalloping them. Its quite hard to explain in detail, really because mainly you have to experienced it yourself! hehe. Don't worry, I'll put the pictures as soon as I can find the AJK PERAKAM PERISTIWA... ooh yes, have forgot about you people! Thanks a lot!- But actually I've got whole lot of other delicious stories to tell, but I think this very post is enough for all of your curiosities, till then( :

Empty

Empty by Click Five

Ya Allah! I really badly miss you guys. Hope to see you guys someday somewhere again. Gosh ;'(

My dearest Farabians, SBians, and Alumni SRIP.

Selamat Hari Guru, Cikgu!

Happy Teacher's Day! May Allah bless all of you with showers of blessings. Thanks for everything, and sorry for anything that I did wrong. Doakan kejayaan kami, Cikgu! We LOVE you ;')

SRIP (2001 - 2005)

Ustzh Rosilawati

Tr. Hayati

Ustzh Aida

Ustz Ghazali

Ustzh Aminah

and all of SRIP's teachers

Setiabudi (2006-2008)

Tr. Husna

Tr. Rosli

Pn. Marziyana

Tr. Amin

Tr. Asmaniza

Tr. Zaid

Utz Mazwan

Utz Abu

Utz Nik

Tr. Amin

Tr. Rohaizi

Tr. Fazli

and all of SB's teachers

Sri Aman(2009)

Tr. Illiyani

and all of S.A's teachers

SMK Agama KL (2009-2010)

Ustzh Kasma

Ustzh Laila

Pn. Fazilawati

Ms. Parvathy

Ustz. Sani

Ustz. Abdoh

Tr. Hafizi

Ustz Hafizi

Tr. Fazlin

Tr. Hasniza

Tr. Seriani

Tr. Zainiyah

and teachers in SMAKL.

p/s: I LOVE YOU ( :

Why Raihana "Andrea" Zimmer?

Hahah okay, I owe you guys an explanation. My current favourite movie is .... Laskar Pelangi! Yeappp, an adapted movie from a novel by ANDREA Hirata. So, I like his karya now, that's why I got his name into mine, like Hans Zimmer's, haha. I know that's a weird thing to do. Oh well.

So I finally got the chance to watch that movie. Thanks to Pn. Zuhana, she brought us 5 Othmanians to PSE last Monday and we watched that touching-inspirational-captivating movie for 2 hours , eheh we use 4 period of classes, PSI takde hari tu. And fyi people, I'm in love with Lintang. Yes that hardworking-strong-inspirational boy. To tell you the truth, he got this criteria of my perfect knight of my life,yeah I know. WOW.

Meet: Lintang ( :

FT Island, Rai?

Hahah thanks to Naddy now I'm ALSO a FT Island fan. Whatever la Rai, haha.

Happy Birthday!

First of all, for those who already passed his/her birthday, I'm really sorry for the late wish or late updating it in my blog -,-" Heheh. Selamat Hari Lahir! Semoga Panjang umur and murah rezeki! May Allah bless you!

March: Kyra, Alia, Sarah, FZ, Wanimer

April: Hanani

May: Mia, Wardah, Fashark Ayu, Aiman J, Fazil, Aliasye, Dahaz, Afiqah Kamal, Shafique, Nani, Auni, Amirah Badrulhisham, Fathi, Suhaila, Khaliq, Aimi, Aye, Azlinn

Hari Gotong Royong Mega, Hari Guru, Book Fair SMAKL 2010

I just got back, at  noon and was so so damn tired and sticky and stinky. Today is actually a Gotong Royong Day, the whole kl school district have got this gotong royong thingy. And we seperated our jobs with the name of classes, like I'm in Othman so all of Othmanians in smakl are responsible for cleaning school area. Yeaappp, talk about HUGE job! I got to bersihkan longkangs, rake the leaves, picking up smelly disgusting garbages, etcetra. Haha, but all in all I was pleased and satisfied. Our jobs did very good(: Thanks yeah people, love you guys for helping to clean up our school(((:

And so all of the form fives were very busy this week, got perjumpaan la, persiapan la, kan nak ada hari guru!!!! Yayy! Last year, the celeb was a blast, our form 5 2009 set up a garden theme, very very nice, with rose petals on the floor and the red carpet, the interior was all in white, green, alaa tema gardenish gitu.
And this year's... jeng jeng jeng. Ha- ha it's SHHHH! And it was from the idea of the creative minds of Khaliq and Aiman Shakir. The settings would be in SHHHH! and we've seperated ourselves into various ajk's. and I'm in ajk sambutan, so I, Mia, Azimah, Unie, A.A, Rahim, Farid and Malik will bergabung minda and do the best thing we could to make the theme SHHHH! become a reality. We were thinking of decorating our front with SHHHH! and with some bits of SHHH! and another SHHH! oh well! Seriously, I can't stand this pressure of excitednesss!! WOWWEEE!


HAHAHA, sakit hati je baca post neh. Bawak bersabar ye people! Nanti anda semua akan tahu ape itu SHHH! InsyaAllah kami akan buat yg terbaik( ;

Again. So, there'll be this Book Fair anjuran PSS and with the help of other two bodies we are going to do this Insya Allah on the 23rd. There'll be Telaga Biru, Al Hidayah, PTS One, Kaki Novel, Jemari Seni, Cerdik Publications, Pelangi, Sasbadi etcetera. Yeah, talk about BIGG. Again, I'm full of excitements. GiddyGiddy! Ha-ha. Ain have really put a lot of effort for this, and seriously, kte mintak maaf sbb tak dtg meeting smalam, tak tahu pn ada meeting and sorry if I haven't really help you with this but now if anything till the day, just ask me, and of course kte akan jumpa awak fr my task..

The Formal Invitation.

ATTENTION TO ALL FELLOW WONDERFUL PEEPS!

Haven't got the chance to attend the International Book Fair last month?

No worries! We, PSS of Sekolah Menengah Agama Kuala Lumpur have organized a Book Fair right next to you! There will be many kinds of books sold for you people!

Telaga Biru, Al - Hidayah, PTS One, Kaki Novel, Jemari Seni, Sasbadi, Pelangi, Cerdik and many more!

Date: 23rd of May 2010

Venue: Dewan Sri Bestari, SMK Agama KL

Time: 8.30 a.m. - 5.00 p.m.

So, what are you waiting for? This is open for public! Come and join us! Munchys and Nestle will be there too, apart from other more exciting stalls!

Dup Dup Dup - There Goes My Heartbeat

Ha-ha! So next Thursday is my turn to talk... at the morning assembly. Yeaaapppp! It's for ELS members,, we have to give this morning talk about whatsoever. So what am I suppose to talk??? Haihh!!!

oooh yesss. "The Climb, My Climb and Yours" is the best.

XOXO

Lovebug (2010) Part 2

It has been 2 years,
to be exact, I'm not very sure.
But about those years that I've made up my mind to not to,
try as best as I could not to fall again,
fall for love.
You already know,
about my stories of so-called love,
I wrote them in year 2008,
two posts that really had came from my heart.
I would like to apologize,
because none of those two,
were 100% true.
Of course when you are 'publishing' it to public,
you wouldn't want them to feel your hurt,
especially when one of them is the Person.
But then, I did managed to stumbled to another page of my life,
maybe I could say, another page of an untold love,
that is maybe new or the continue page of the past stories.
I'm writing about a girl who are confuse with her feelings,
there, can you understand now?
The Wonderful Soul seemed to be numerous in front of me,
or maybe I'm the only one who got blinded by their shines of wonderfulness.
I don't know,
I shouldn't even get easily disturbed, by this so-called emotion.
Now, why I even wrote it as a 'so-called' when it is true?
Again, I don't know.
The lovebug is the new story to tell.

O Allah, grant me the perfect choice of my life.
I don't want another regret,
and the past was really my own mistake.
I don't want another mistake,
of choosing what's right for me.
Because I know that You will accept my prayer,
of granting me the perfect knight of my life.

Lovebug (2010) Part 1

I was hoping it wouldn't get me.
But somehow, it does,
or I think it did.
I don't know.
I'm in confusion.
But then, something hit me,
no, not the bug of love,
but the bug of realization.
Yes, I just realized,
that this thing is not the dominant matter.
The thing that called love.
I've got other priorities,
shouldn't let my heart get tricked,
by the words of so-called love.
But action speaks louder than words, they say,
and yes, I assumed the sayings are true,
of course they are.
Because I somehow,
could not let this go easily.
Somehow it went hard,
hard as a solid compound,
made up of molecules of love.

Why is it love have to interfere your life?
Gosh Raihana, what a narrow mind of yours!
Love for God.
Love for the prophets.
Love for your parents.
Love, love, love,
for yourself.

Someday,
Somewhere,
Somehow,
You'll find your perfect knight of your life.

As the saying goes; Patience is the greatest virtue.

Good Luck Chuck! && Congrats!

All the best to Darwis, for the sajak competition today. Congrats to Syafa, Aiman, Azim and one more.. ehe sorry, forgot your name, ... for the championships in MTQ Peringkat Kebangsaan. I'm so proud of you guys' achivement ;') Keep up the good work of making SMAKL proud ;DD Oh and don't forget Fazil and Amal for participating in the slide show competition for PPDA.

Some Twosome Whosome

So there are two people in this world ever call me with my sister's name, Rayyan; Darwis and Syafiqah. They greet me with Rayyan and they call for me with Rayyan. I don't mind, really. That's because they thought that that name sounds very nice. YOU SEE Rayyan? Told cha that your name also sounded good as mine. HEHEH ( :

Madly Madly Juicy Juicy

Choose Juicy Couture.

AAAAAAAAAHHHH! NYC ( :

JUICYJUICY lalala ( :

They even boost up your school spirit!

Even dress up Barbies! What more do you want? ;DD

One of the Juicy Ads.

I love JUICY.

I love JUICY,

I love JUICY.

FULL STOP.

Being VACCINATED!

I just got vaccinated. Right up on the left arm. Nope. Wasn't at all hurt. Alhamdulillah ( :

Puteri Day 2010

So we've got this Hari Puteri Peringkat Negeri last Wednesday and most of the schools in the district participated in the competition that has been held in honour of the Hari Puteri. The day was especially for all of Puteri Islam's participants. I and Suhaila took part in this collage jubin thingy, you've got to draw your own pattern on a mounting board, ours were black, and to top it of, we had to break our own jubin or tiles.OHO! and that was fun. I mean, how many times you get to see a real life picture of two girls breaking tiles under a student's pondok using a hammer and gave out this shrieking sounds of shattering pieces of tiles????! Okay, maybe not shrieking, that's a lil bit exaggerating, ehe -,-" Oh well. People did looked at us in such an odd way. Oh well, so on that day, things were all pinkish and absolutely cute ! I mean, really, all of the PPIM's had done a great job since this is our first time being the Tuan Rumah.

blablabla. and so we won the game!

Seriously, ALHAMDULILLAH. I was so shocked at first, because the others were way better than mine, but then this is rezeki. Allah had actually accepted my prayer, our prayers. Alhamdulillah. I won the Negeri, so insya Allah will be going for kebangsaan in June ( :

Inspiring, Moving yet Touching Things

These are the things that had aboslutely touched me, right at the soft, bouncy thing called heart.

Rob Thomas : Little Wonders

Yusuf Islam / Cat Stevens : Father & Son

Rewind Please

Yes, I am different from tonight on. But I'm not sad anymore. Allah just gave me the sign, alhamdulillah I feel much better now, much better. Thank You Allah, for still giving me your signs of mercifulness and lovingness. And there is no other who will accept my repentence to You. Astaghfirullah-al 'azim.

And Aimi, thank you hon. I felt better now ( ;

Al- Fatihah

My sister's friend and my old schoolmate's father died yesterday. We just got the news today. Al - Fatihah.

That Pang Of Sadness

Tonight I felt very different, in such a way that I'm starting to giving up the 'aspects' that I thought it had once brought me happiness. I'm crying actually, while I'm writing this, and that I don't know why. I dried up my wet cheeks with my garment, and that also mean I'm wiping away the hurt and past sins.

I'm different now.

FULL STOP.

Goodbye Raihana, Goodbye.

Goodbye Raihana. Goodbye. I'm leaving you with the emptiness and bareness of happiness. I'm sorry, but all of before won't do for you. I'm sorry. Goodbye Honey. Goodbye.

Yours Truly, Raihana

Father and Son ;')

Seoul, HERE WE COME!

Today is Friday. Well, most people will say that today is like any other day, any normal friday but to 4 ALIans 2009, today is our Rememberence Day! Alhamdulillah, Tawfiq, our S.U have finally got the signs from the important people (org atasan) and Nabilah also have done her part as a PKT with Oben, our KT. The bus have been booked because tonight we are going to Seoul Garden at Plaza Pantai. Actually, I've never heard of this restaurant untill I finally stepped to SMAKL. Last year, Kelab KoOp had been there for their end year party and my ffriends who went there said that the food was a total blast! They give free flow of drinks, well all of these are the students special rate package, so it's no wonder lah. So, they actually served variety of foods, they give out buffet kinda style, ala carte is also applicable. Well, you people must have thought that Seoul Garden is like a Korean Restaurant or sushi place right? But apparently this very only Seoul Garden served malay foods, and western. Oh well, I don't mind because all I want is EAT! Ha-ha!

Okay, I gtg now. Its BI and I bet Ms Paru will be mad coz we're quite late!
Toodles people! ( :

Rai Oh Rai!

Now I'm at the ICT, its maths now but Pn. Fazlin is nowhere to be seen, and right now, I'm typing beside my annoying comel friend, Nabilah and next to her is Hanani, trying to finishing her matrices. - Okayy, so cikgu dah datang. But I'm pretty sure that I can finish this very post because it has been ages since I write a perfect post. -- There's been loads of stuff going on these days, especially that it has been like almost a week since our diagnostik ( a bigger version of mid term test fr the spm candidates) and well, all of us form fives have actually know our scores and kedudukan in class. I'm not actually giddy in telling you this but what to do, this IS  actually a blog of expressing my euphoria right? Even tho it's a short term happiness, it's worth it -,-" (to me lah).

Tawfiq got no.1 this time, yeah, we were totally like WOW!Tawfiq. Well, actually I don't know abt the rest, but I was the one who actually said monnologuely : WOW!Tawfiq. Because you see, between him and his other male friends, also my male classmates, I rarely sees him studying, because all I've ever heard was a stock of laugh that usually occurs at certain time of the day, seriously people this is the truth. Okay maybe not EVER but I've actually seen Aidi (the Albert Einstein; he is more into mathematics and calculation), Dollah (the close friend of Albert Einstein, also a Physics Wonderman), Syed (the another Mr. Smarty Pants, an Arab Schollar, ha-ha!) and even Wafi (the respected guy and down-to-earth guy) studying, or at least sleep on top of the revision book, but not Tawfiq. People do say that he is some Genious Freak, so I guess the statement is believable enough :P But I've got lots of other names that I think should have their honors in my current post, ehe. Don't worry you guys will have your chance sooner or later ^^"

Anis got second, (my petite, yet adoroble and talk abt PANDAI! Yepp, that's her, alhamdulillah God gave her a talent in this part) and Fatma got no.3 (another comel friend of mine, my tuition partner, yet I don't seem to get the same hig marks as hers in physics and chem, oh well -,- She got the highest marks in Physics, Add Maths and Chem; WOWEE!) Then goes Aidi, Ikhwan, Dollah, Darwis (amazingly amazing! This guy apparently menaik GILA this time, totally respect you mann) and next is me (dipidipobidiboo) then Naddy (a Korean Freak, but a Comel one ( : ) So my wonderful readers, if you can count the no. from Tawfiq to Naddy, I actually got no. 9 and my rank in batch is no. 12. I got 7 a's, 2 b's and 2 c's. ALHAMDULILLAH, but I don't know how am I going to inform this to my Mama and Baba. Last Intervention Test I got no. 6 and no 7 in batch, so I actually MENURUN sangat =,=" But nvm that. Also, last time I got 1 D, and alhamdulillah I managed to get my add maths C.

I understand that this diagnostik gives lot of effects to us form fives of SMAKL, but to my dear friends, don't EVER give up, ada lagi satu exam sebelum trial remember? So, we should liven up the chance that we've got!! We can ROCK the world people!! EHE -,-" I'm not writing this to brag, NOOOO, in fact all of you my friends, especially my 5 Othmanians, you guys did well no, THE BEST already. The results are our USAHA, it showed how much our usaha and I know that mine is not enough to accomplish the 11 A'S + in SPM 2010. It's okay, afte this all we need to do is keep on usaha, no, usaha EVEN MORE and MORE in achieving our 10TH CLOUD! (if you've read my "The Climb, My Climb and Yours" post, you'll know what I meant ( :

Félicitations My Beloved Seniors!

Congratulations to the SPM Candidates '09! Ehe, I'm sorry for the late wish! Oh well, hope that you guys are in the happiest condition (;

Nadia

Rizwan

Ahmad

Danish

Razan

Fatin Atikah

Ethan

K. Dayah

K. Effa

K. Fatin

and all SPM Candidates 2009 of Setiabudi, Sri Aman and SMAKL.

With Love,

The Wonderful World

Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could live in a simple yet charming, decent-way ambience? Well, wouldn't it be nice if people are nicer, like help you when you tripped on the floors, not just stare at you, when you tripped on the floors, give you a smile every time you smiled back at them instead of giving you the serious look as if you'd done something really sinful at them, always ask "what's wrong? " when you're down and looks as if you needed help the most. And even better, if they turn to you and ask if they could help and solve your problem, well that would at least lessen your burden. Wouldn't it be great, if people never care and stare at you  if you bring to school everyday a 2 litre mineral bottle instead of bringing them in a "nice-looking" way, a Nike water bottle. Or people never care what clothes brand you wear, or shoes brand you wear, when people never expects you to wear LV or Coach every time they see you. Or people that ask for your help then turned out to be smarter than you and your help doesn't even actually needed by them, here are some tips, if you ask people to help you, i.e: in studies, you should give full concentration when they talk, even though they didn't answer your question, you should remain listening untill she / he finishes their sentences or whatsoever explanations. Wouldn't it be better if people would always give you a salam or said "hi!" when the passes you everytime, and when people never care if your shirt or dress have got the teenest wrinkles on the side of it, and when people would just stop giving you the sighing and annoying voice when you kept repeating your questions to them, only that is because you haven't understand about certain things, or when people have excellent manners, such as never curses, never stare at people as if they look like a hideous ping and blue monster, never smokes in public (if you decided to attempt a "suicide", if you know what I mean, kill yourself someplace else and not in public where pregnant women, kids and old citizens are scattering abouts), never forgets to practice the magic words as a daily habit (just incase you haven't got the clue, the magic words are please and thank you), never wear undecent clothes, and here the context is very simple, like don't wear clothes 'till it shows your boobies, the hideous cleavage, your average looking underwears, wearing transparents clothings, wearing verydeadlytight pants and skintight shirts. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the people in the world are as wonderful as what I've mentioned?

The Memoirs of Raihana (In Her Dictionary)

Class of 3 Al Farabi 2008 :DD

Class of Two Al- Farabi :DD

Meet Kyra and Husna ((: My Besties since Form 1!

The Men. And Tr. Rohaizi, Utz Nik and Utz Mazwan ( :  At 3 Farabi.

(During Form Two; Raya Celebration)

From left: Zatie, Alia, Tera, Zurin, Me (duno why this pic i look like a gedik), Ika, Faralyna.

(Got to enlarge so u ppl can see this better!)

The 3 Farabians 2008!

(Class 3 Farabi)

Meet The Ladies of Class 3 Al- Farabi 2008.

From left: Hanani, Nalza, Fatin, Zatie, Salina and Aisyah (centre) (in Media Room)

Meet Alia and Tera. Beside me was our beloved class teacher, Tr. Asmaniza. (at the Media Room)

CREDITS TO KYRA :D via fb.

My Beloved Seniors

To My Beloved Seniors:

(Cousins / Relatives)

Nadiatul Afifah Ismadi

Ahmad Khalis Khuzaini

Ahmad Syafiq

Muhd. Razan

My Twin Aunties ; Che' Cha and Che' Chik

(Best Buddies)

Fatin Atikah Hasbullah

Muhd. Rizwan Saiful Raslin

Mohd. Danish Rahfidi

Mohd. Aizat

Ehsan / Ethan

(Friends)

All Form 5 SPM 2009 SB

All Form 5 Puteri SPM 2009 SMKAKL

(Kakak Dorm; Dorm JAUHARI ROCKS)

Kak Dayah

Kak Aufa

(Seniors)

All Form 5 SPM 2009 Malaysia

I would like to wish all of you all the best for the BIG WHOOPPIE! Day on the 11th.

May your do'a 's been accepted and granted.

And if you don't achieved what you've expected, DO NOT regret because you will have you chance in the future, after all the usaha and doa, you guys should not stop tawakkaltu 'alallah. May Allah blessed all of you always( : With love from your junior, friend, best buddy, adik dorm and cousin, Raihana ; )

The Unpredicted.

Please Raihana. Please. Don't suffocate me. I really, really need that air, the air of your beautiful soul. Wake up. Wake up. And let me breathe.

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Well, you seemed to be curious of me, do you? Don't be Raihana. Don't look at me with that so-shocked big eyes of yours because I'm here already! I'm here! I know that you've been expecting me, I guess I just have to come early and meet you. Ha-ha! Look at you! So helpless, so insecure, so dumbfounded.. and yet, you've grown so fast, so fast indeed. You've grown taller! My, such a beautiful girl! No more Raihana that I used to met years ago, huh? What? What's that? You've been the same alright! Ha-ha! Shut that big mouth up honey! I don't give a well heck to whatever you're saying now, see? I came for a reason. You need me now. Look at you! You've cried for me, isn't that right baby? That's right. That's right. I don't want to stay any longer either. But what I want is that you listen to me. Yes, that's right. Just listen and do what I'm gonna tell you and then I'll leave you in peace. Yes honey, in peace indeed.

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This is all your fault!! There's no way turning back, isn't there? Why? Why? Why me Raihana? Why me? I've been living in your shoes long enough! That smelly shoes of laziness, of lack of discipline, of lousyness, of whatever things that aren't right! I'm bored okay? I've got my own life! I've got my own future! You've changed a lot, yes, changed Raihana! I agree with her. She was all the way right! For the past 4 years and 2 months, all I could feel was exasperation, no, that's true, that I've learned a lot with you in those years, and honestly, I had fun too with you and your friends. But they are not the problem. You are! You are the problem! This is true that you've learned many many valuable and imperative things of your life throughout those years but some part of you. I don't know, they seemed to be not in the right place. I really want you back Raihana. The true you. I know she's still there somewhere. I know it. Please Raihana, please. Wake up. Wake up and let me breathe. Let me. Let me.

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So you wanted peace huh? You wanted your peace now is it? That's good. You've learned to understand your situation now. One thing that I just got to tell you. One thing so that that girl won't suffer because of you!

You have to go back. Yes you heard me! Stand up and go back Raihana! Go back! Go back alright! YOU! You have to go back. Where to honey? Can't you remember at all? The slightest memory? Can't you remember that the times when you were younger and adulterated, if that word is suitable, ... can't you remember? Yes? So what is it? What is it that you remembered my child? And STOP CRYING LIKE A DAMN BABY! That's right. Speak to me. Speak to me clearly. Don't mumble. Speak. Speak.

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Speak Raihana. Speak. Come on girl! I know that you wanted it too. I know that you missed those precious memories badly. I know that you are willing to let yourself into that. Into the page of lost years. The page inside the book of your life that you've once let it opened and tear it to million pieces. And now, she gave you the power Raihana. The power to call back those teared pieces. Those magically bautiful pieces of your life. And that is when you were twelve Raihana. Yes, when you were in year 6. That girl Raihana. That 5 feet 5 inches tall girl that you have forgotten. Yes, you've seen her before. In the mirror remember? Yes. That girl Raihana. That girl. Now wake up. Wake up Raihana.

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STOP! STOP! STOP SHOUTING AT ME LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF ANIMAL! I KNEW I WAS WRONG! I knew. I knew B. I knew. Now, stop! Yes, H. Yes, I want to let myself into it. I want to let myself calling the missing pieces. Those, precious pieces. Yes. I want to be that girl back That twelve year old girl. I missed her. I missed her  H, I really do. Badly H. Badly. You've awaken me H. I'm awake now. You can breathe now H. You can breathe. And B, you were right. I called you sometimes, occasionally for some reason that I wasn't sure about. But now you had came and honestly, I was a bit scared, petrified of the way you just treated me. But I understand now why you did that. No hard feelings, really. Thank you. Thank you both of you. I realized now that I need to be inside that twelve year old girl. She was very special now I've remembered. So special to me now. And look. I've called those precious pieces. That page that I've torned is now back! Look! O Allah I'm so happy! I'm so happy now. Really. I'm so happy!. Lord, let me be in this way, forever. Guide me O Allah. Guide me. And forgive me Allah. No one forgive sins but You. And thank You Lord, for giving me two most wonderful thing in my life; a Brain and a Heart. Thank You Allah. Thank You. Now I'M AWAKE!

26th February Twenty Ten To Nailah & Fazi

Happy Birthday My Friend, My Classmate, My Ex- Prep Mate, My Schoolmate, my Everything!!

Happy FABULOUSGORGEOUS Seventeen Nailah! Haha (: Semoga Panjang Umur and Murah Rezeki.

To my dearest adik usrah(: Happy Birthday DEARRR;DD Happy SWEETFANTASTIC Fifteen (:

Semoga Panjang Umur and Murah Rezeki!

May Allah Bless All of You With Showers of Blessings( ;

The Second and The Sixteenth, With Love(:

Today is Azimah and Nurul Jannah's Birthday.

Happy GORGEOUSGLAMOROUS 17th Birthday Babettes!

Haha, May Allah bless you guys with showers of blessings and semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki ( ;

Maulud Nabi ( :

Maulidur Rasul, 26th of February, 12 Rabiul Awwal1431 Hijrah

The Prophets Birthday, or Malidur Rasul: “Remembering his birth and deed“

“The most important part of Maulidur Rasul is remembering the prophet’s good deeds, his teachings, his wisdom and how he forgave his most bitter enemies.”

My friends, let us solawat and salam to our beloved Prophet Muhammad S.A.W. His hardships and sacrifes in spreading the word of Islam to all of us since ages ago should always be remembered.

Allahumma Solli 'Ala, Sayyidina Muhammad, ya Rabbi Solli 'Alaihi Wa Sallim (:

We're The MANIA-C Runners!

 

The sun shoned brightly and majestically above me. Sweats wet my forehead and I could feel the dripping salty water on my neck. I kept my hands covering my sunburnt eyes like saluting the commander infront of me while waiting for him to command the next task to my fellow peers and I. We were suffocated by tremendous heat. Sweats drenched us, before the real game.

What am i saying? Gosh Rai! Macam nak buat karangan bi plak,ehe. Okay so we had this merentas desa thing coming on. It's next week and my house, Ibn Batuta (yellow house) have practised last Monday and all of the sports houses have practised together on the real merentas desa track last Wednesday, AFTERNOON. Yes, imagine, all of us gathered around at the assembly field, under the shining bright-sun. Talk about WHOA! Thats some crazy thing to do! Pegh. But we still gather even though the temperature i think at that time must be around 38 degrees celcius (seriously, if i'm wrong, it doesn't matter. I'm just trying to emphasized our hawt condition ppl!) We all stand there i think for about twenty minutes to 30 minutes, strecthing ourselves, did simple exercises and waited for the most annoying people; the one who wore slippers to the field and the one who attended late. Talk about selfishness! Oh well.

So we continued our marathon, even though deep down i was like: Cmmon ppl, have a heart! We were like struggling sardines inside the sardine boiled tins! And I decided to run with Nabilah and Hanani, my fellow Batutaians, but apparently Nabilah have the mood to run on that hot day, so she passed us at half way of the track already. Hanani and I decided to run and brisk-walk all the way. The ladies run first then the lads, but Darwis was the first lad to over run us girls, Hanani and I were like "Whoa Darwis!". I ran too but i would stop for brisk-walking when i felt that my upper side stomach went hurt and so we let the dudes passed us, which we didn't even care because this was only a latihan. Teachers were sprawling guarding our ways from crazy drivers and motorcyclist, what i meant crazy is that because it's in the afternoon, your mood is just not as fresh as a flower that just bloomed. Haha. -okay so we ran and ran and finally managed to be in pieces and well, i'm quite proud to say that we managed to be one of the top fifteen runners! ehe. It's not a big thing (oho!) But the side effects empowered us when all of us went for the perarakan Maulidur Rasul yesterday (that would be another exciting new post) I could feel that my kaki were hurt as i walk with the others yesterday, yes, but i can't really see any bruises or anything just the feeling of pain. Oh well, i guess i just need to exercise more and loosened up the tghtened nuts and bolt on my muscles! Haha. But all in all we were like bersemangat gila. Especially the Batutaians! The top runners are from our sports house FYI!haha. Alhamdulillah, hee(: Oh well, all i can say is that Happy Running Batutaians! Next week is our last practice before the real thing, WOOT!WOOT! ehe. RUN BABY RUN DON'T EVER LOOK BACK, people!!:DD

The Biggest Miracle of Life

As Long As You Had Fun, That What Mattered The Most

I don't see the relation between Joe Brooks and my post, but I don't know why I feel like putting him here

-,-"

I was supposedly to write this post yesterday, right after i got back from ou. But then, things were not exactly as it planned to be. Oh well. So i went bowling yesterday (big deal, Rai), but it's really a big deal to me since it was my first time ever been to a bowling arena. The bowling place was okay, we went to one utama, so i guess the crowds aren't like those that u can find in ampang area (no offence). So i went there with my dad and my three other annoying sibs, ehe. At first i wasn't quite prepped and ready, well it's not like i was afraid to pick up the quite heavy metal ball, but mostly is because - which is quite ridiculous when i thought about it after the game- i was afraid of the people around me. Well, technically. I was hoping there were'nt so many crowds but instead it happened to be a bowling day for some families there. I was ,well, quite ashamed because i don't really know how to play it. Well, i was being a chicken fr no reason actually. Because it turned out to be the best thing ever in my life ,well for now actually. I had so much fun. Really, i did, we did. Raihan got three to four strikes and my lil bro razeen got two, i guess. And my dad, whoa. He was really amazing! And he didn't even wear the rental bowling shoes (which my dad thought it was very dirty and unhygenic to wear, but we sibs got to since we ore sandals and bro got his feet into hush puppies, i don't know why they (the 'bowling-assistant' dude) got against hush puppies, i mean cmmon1 It's a sneakers as well, but razeen still got to fit in into those red and green bowling shoes. Talk about it! -okay back to my story. Since we were going there for the first time, so we didn't really know which way to go when we turned on the left side to the new wing. My mom wasn't coming because she said that "I dont have the modd right now" but she told us the direction actually before we started the car engine - "it situated on the upper floor, the new wing alright!"- she had once went there with he business acquaintances and her boss when they had this formal outing or something- only then we realized that we should've asked mama the details since the new wing is quite big and it's not like we've been there for the second time! aiyoo! that was all i could say when we were busied ourselves searching for the directory plan. But then as my sibs and I were busying scuttering around like mad chickens, my dad decided that the best way is to ask the cleaner near us- she was mopping at that time- and she actually gave us straight answer "oh bowling ah? tingkat empat. atas sana. pergi kiri depan sana, naik atas, ada bowling"- only just to be sure, my dad kept repeating the question "mcm mana nk pergi bowling" to her, but i think it had made her annoyed to us.

As we reached the fourth level, all i could see eas people scuttering around, only that they weren't like mad chickens but proper mannered people, busied buying movie tickets. Oh so the bowling alley is near the movies. Cool. I spotted new movies just 'arrived' - percy jacksons, sherlock holmes, the legend, etcetera - and i was also hoping that i wasn't going to stumbled into any familiar faces. it's not like i don't want to meet you peeps. It's just that at that particular time, i don't have the courage to meet you guys. What if i happened to stumbled a bestie of mine and he or she asked me "Where are you heading to Rai? " "Oh nowhere interesting really, just plain old bowling alley" "Cool, mind if i join u?" which would be a full embarassment because u guys might found out that i didn't know how to bowl. THAT WAS HOW LOW I WAS. When i thought about it over and over again, i was like, "How could u Rai. Your friends ARE NOT LIKE THAT. So what if u don't know how to bowl. Why should your own friends laugh their heads off just because u can't bowl?" I was actually feeling better as i thought about it. And i was really enjoying myself with my family. My dad bought us four games but we left early, because we needed to buy something else and it was almost 1 pm. But most importantly I had fun on that day. It was very lively to me -although i didn't get a single strike
-,-" - but it doesn't matter. As long as you had fun, that what mattered the most ( :

Picnik-ing ; My Current Obsession

I don't know why I've been crazy about editting photos fr my myspace recently. It is like it empowered me and let myself into it which is quite wasting time, i tell you. Oh well, sometimes u needed a break, right? To tell u the truth i wasn't really a fan of photography and editting photos, or any other related to it but suddenly when i see my sister Rayyan was busying herself editting gorgeous photos with Picnik, i could say that her work was a fab! So i decided to give it a shot. Then somehow, i'm obsessed with it. Pegh, haha. Oh well, u can see my masterpiece in myspace. I just need a lot of more photos of interesting people to occupy the space in my photo album. But i really really should be focussing with my studies. Cmoon, Rai, you know how much is your result in intervensi right? Oh yeah, fyi people, i would like to tell you my intervensi result, so be prepared (and it's not like i'm proud of it, okay?):

I've managed to get number 6 in class, alhamdulillah.
and number 7 in my badge (i was in the 6th position before Su got it, well, it's not like it mattered most.. well yeah, it matters to me, but she deserved it better than i did. it was fair and square, congratulations babe!(: ).
And my percentage was A- .
And i've managed to get 7 a's. (last year was 8 a's, 8 a's then 9 a's), so i guess, i have to work harder than i thought (duh!)
and this time, I've got a D for my add maths, which i'm so not proud of it, but anis told me i should bersyukur coz there were many other failed in their add maths. alhamdulillah. she told me that i shouldn't be crying bcoz we all know that we'd been studying in the last minute and we could do better in the next exam, which is in the end of March (our diognostik).
And... there's no more to mention, thank you.

People please pray fr our success okay?
Mama keeps telling me: You need to get 11 a's + raihana. no less than that.
In Sya Allah, I will. In Sya Allah I will.

Oh yeah and a very Happy Chinese New Year!! gong xi fa cai(:

Superman

5 CNY Holidayyys!

Bismillah.
Salam to respectful readers.

Okay, so CNY is getting near. Today is 12th already so I bet Wendy will be preparing like crazy for the honourable celebration la eh? Haha. Good luck to you then babe! Okay. So my school gave us five days of Chinese New Years holiday, which is cool I guess bcz our school have no chinese students and yet we get to celebrate CNY as well, haha. WOOHOO!~ Oh well, i've actually planned loads for you respectful readers, ehe. And most important of all, i've got lots of important stuff to tell and share and i would like to higlight here that i'm going to study, STUDY and STUDY during this very short holidays, which means i'm not going to post 22 posts during this holiday (like what i did last time), well, my target is range between 5 to 8 posts. Not more than ten (!). So, i would like to ask you guys a favour by tegur-ing me if you see me onlining non-stop in myspace. Help me, can you? Haha. Please and thank you!

Seriously, I don't know what's my motive by putting this picture, =,="

I'll Be By Your Side, You Know I'll Take Your Hand

The Climb, My Climb and Yours

I've decided to write this post today, i don't know why but i've been longing to but i haven't got the right time to post this. So now i have the time to write, all praise is to Allah for giving me the chance to breathe again in this very beautiful morning and for giving me the opportunity to perform my Subuh prayer this morning, read the Quran and sit infront of the pc to write this veryvery meaningful post. Alhamdulillah.

Well, i've been dreading to write a post about aspirations and hopes, dreams, and goals in the future. I've always have this 'feeling' everytime i encountered the world 'Life', 'Dreams', and 'Goals'. That 'feeling' is like no other feeling such as feeling of love or tender, but it's a feeling that you will instantly felt like you are on the clouds, jumping while floating on the air and trying to avoid the passing birds on the opposite direction and the thunder that makes your heart scattered into million pieces but you are trying as hard as you could to overcome those obstacles untill you managed to land safely on the last cloud, the biggest cloud that you've ever stepped on, the cloud that got words written with capital letters, bold and large on it, (so you don't have to wear your contacts) : THIS IS IT. YOUR FINAL DESTINATION. CONGRATULATIONS!
Haha, so much for the explanation. But you get it, don't you? What I'm trying to say is that big cloud is your final goal, i don't mean that it's your final destination, literally, but it's the final destination in achieveing whatever your hopes, dreams and goals are. And each and every goal or dreams or hopes that you're floating and jumping to, will going to have a different big cloud of their own. And doesn't mean that you can only float and jump to reach your final destination, but you can also grab that pair of Nike of yours and run with the wind, if you run as fast as possible the 'floatness' would not be all jumpy and floaty like a bubble that you make with that bubble blowing machine but it would be compatible enough for you to run as fast as you can to get to the big cloud as soon as possible. And never mind the Nike shoes, any other shoes are fine enough, haha.

But before you want to get on to that starting point, i mean the smallest cloud on the west, you must need to climb on to that beanstalk right? I understand that would take quite half a year or so but it's okay to give it a shot. The main thing here is that you manage to climb on to that smallest cloud on the west so that you can float or jump or run to that biggest cloud on the east. The climb here is your starting point of the adventure of your life. The journey includes climbing the beanstalk, step on that small cloud, and running towards that big cloud. It may take a day a month or even a year to get there for all you care, but at least you know that you've started from the beginning, and know when to end. I know where I start, and I realized that I haven't really put up with the challenges that I encounter during my journey to the middle cloud; that's between the west and the east. I'm seventeen now, and I should know how to polish my skills and brush up my Nike to get to the big cloud. My climb has been started since I was seven, it has been almost ten years now, and my final destination for this particular dream is now. The final year of my highschool. That's it. My goal in achieving straight a's + in my Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia. My hopes to see that tears of happiness and be given that joyous hugs from the two most important human being on my world. My dream to become one of the most successful human being.

All I have to do now is to continue my journey.  On the 22nd of November would be the 8th cloud and on the 16th of December would be the 9th and the on March 2011 would be the 10th, the big cloud. And then, I would start all over and pack another bag and gears to climb another beanstalk. That's my climb, what's yours?